June and October birthday traits

JUNE =FINEASS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takesrep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

OCTOBER=HOTTIE Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

My aura,my vibe,my life

When you hurt me deep inside,
The pain I try so hard to hide.
But I feel my heart break,
And my soul begins to ache.
I fight back the tears the best I can,
I keep telling myself I love this gal.
I cannot understand why?
You do and say things that make me cry.
I love you with all I am deep within,
You are my best friend.
Love should never bring a tear to your eye,
And I often wonder if you know why?
So please don’t hurt me just because you can,
I’m not sure how much more I can stand.

Though I believe so much in what you brought up and that I wanna be there for you so much.But I just can't fight my heart that it feels this way.

Bury me alive then bury me dead.So at least I see you do your heartless things.By that time it'll already be too late.Staring and watching you refusing to think.
Dead & Gone soon.

The counts,energy,breathing,heartbeat,steps,the individually different executed mood,the passion,that keeps my heart pumped telling my brain to keep living so it can take control of my body to let me take control of my life.The one thing that keeps me strong when my loved ones can't be there for me when I'm down.One thing I hold on to so hard..

For whatever reason,I pray to you Allah S.W.T,give me strength courage and justice in life.I wish to be happy again.Give me back my vibe,give me back my real life.I can be successful,I can be the a man of values if you let me and open the doors of opportunity for me and all that I just ask for.I can be the man that you want me to be.Because a good thought is you speaking to me.Allah I pray you let her live on so I can keep continuing to love her.Don't take her away from me as I'm just not ready for you to do that.Allah mercy on us & help me..

Not ready for the change when I see you in that wedding dress

Kakak, I'm not ready for you to actually leave the house.I'm not.When I see you in that wedding dress and you go up the pelamin,I'm all so happy for you but I never never am ready for the change.Because I know I can't talk to anyone as much close when I'm talking to you.Every night I can just stay up late and look forward to you coming home cause I know you'll be having your late dinner and watching the tv for your CSI,Korean dramas and all.Those are the time where usually I can share alot with you and you advising me and stuff..Saying your point of view at me with relationships school and probs with mum and dad all..I know after December 12 I shouldn't look forward to that anymore.I just wish I can have someone I love so I'd be able to share everything so deeply similar to like what we two usually share but they can never replace you my one and only blood sister.Now whenever I'm down,I've to be strong and help myself.I must prepare myself soon as I can't let pain bring me to a fall again cause I know you won't be around to comfort my heart anymore,to give me a listening ear..Kakak,I will miss you so much,I know so well myself.. ),=

I love you okay Kak..