the start for a beginning

lets do a lil catch up on what's been missing in my life...hmm yesterday was graduation day for my security technology nitec course in ite...i met all my school friends again.wow dey're all looking so good!really!im not saying just for the sake of saying!it's really true!my classmate diana,she was really quiet and is always dressed like pure school girl coming to school evrytime.but on yesterday graduation,she was absolutely gorgeous!i mean it!everyone was looking really fabuloso!even our friends from another class too!some dressed like celebrity!awesome man..,i gotta say that..after that 3 of one of my closes frens from class,decides to go watch the movie underworld.initially plan to watch at town area,but fare rides just dont seem to be enough.so we went to vivo.but we gotta cancel,cause the movie is not even out yet,haha!could have watch other movies that's available but just not our kind of ting to watch.so 4 of us,we chilled at long johns for fauzan's later lunch,then head to a coffee cafe place for fauzan's coffee drink.the rest of us just accompanied him cause we can't afford to buy anything there..but i must say the best part was at the cafe.it was superb!there would be where i'll bring my date to just have a drink sit chat and chill..wow they played jazz and 80's music there!how cool huh?!just a place that i ever dream of going!there are some pictures during the occasion being tooked by my friends.i'll upload them up when i'll get them soon!

and yeah bout today..did nothing but rot the whole day.i was praying for luck that i would get to see the girl that im dating again.hopefully she finishes school early today,but nah just my luck.and the saddest thing is she told me she had to cancel out tomorrow's plan of meeting up.cause she got something to do.wah heartbrken sia..but endure2,must have patience..then she confirmed she cant go out with me for both the days of the weekends.wah that one's said already,im like demoralised totally sia.for a second,i thought she's giving me the signal of not being interested in me.but she cheered me up with a msg saying among all the guys she knows,im the most understanding guy she ever met.honestly.and she find it good to know that im like that.that's what she said..wah a lil soul was given back to me sia.i kept thinking,nvm there's hope.i just gotta be positive,but i donwana get my hopes up too high.cause i know this things takes time.i just gotta play the early game of love for awhile before things gets sizzling...i must have faith.i can only hope that i would be able to see her again this coming tuesday..i can just pray hard things would go well again...

this was during the time a few member of my crew and 2 other dancers which are also part of the fam,was dancing as a backup dancer for a local rapper named Shigga Shay in his performance.It was on the Live and Loaded show.its a music competition,i think?he said to me he was performing,but seems like his competing.well i don rili care.earlier the day,things weren't goin smooth with mediacorp.we were starting to hate the way they handle tings.but then we cant really do anything bout,the least is just to argue,but end to nowhere its worthless trying to.so we just decided to go with watever we came up and we make ourselve to be having fun for the rest of the day.yar!i mean like rili ah ehk!from the beginning of Marsh's silliness of the differences between a signal and sign.to video blogging..sheesh!im not sure wether if you guys caught me or the other dancers on the show,im sure you would catch Shigga Shay.unless you didnt watch the show.everything was doing really fine at the end.and the guest per4ming band,A.V.A - A Vacant Affair..was awesome man,they were like real rockers on stage!though im hiphop,i still have ears for rock too ya know,hehe...and the pictures were from the makeup and hairdo room at mediacorp.wah go in ah,got so the many celebrity from chan 8.zoe tay la,dunno who la,but i recognise the face ah(cause got watch chinese drama bah..).and they straightened my hair siax!!!waliandey HANDSOME sia Khalis!!like CINER BENG AH!!sirius!everybody also say,i had to aggree too!well,wat can i say,i have the initials of a straight hair ok!(ehk sirious2,not lying...)i go play with indian hair oil when i was a young kid la,thats y i have curly hair sey!stupid young me ah,cant even differentiate between hair oil and brylcreem...haha ok man,i guess that's for this part of the blog!

woohoo!!!

shit!i can't believe i actually went out with her today!aw man...yeah! wait3 i got this check this out,an amateur rap from me...

i got this girl from another world
she's so fine,yet to be mine
me and her getting tings on
wondering wen,we'll finally gt in e zone
thou she rocks my shoes
Wat will it take for her to be my boo?
can i win this hard rocker?
well pray hard cause i know I'm a charmer...hahaA!!

damn that was nowhere near the awesome local rappers in the rapping scene,haha!but i tried my best!i hope Jay Z,Kanye West and Richard Jansen love to hear them,LOL!!!
And yeah,this girl she rock hard like a rocker.though her ting is not my favourite gendre,but it wont be an excuse for me to get to know her!she is fly!i just hope this is it,and i wish i finally get the happiness i long seemed to be seeking of!peace...

Haiyooh....

shit,i don't know what happen..i suddenly got all my contacts and tagboard back..haha!so cool!!

2009 a new life...07 & 08 is nothing but the past...im all fresh and clean for now...striving to be the best dancer within self,yeah!that's my goal this year!! and hopefully get a bike license by this year...awesome!

alright...

alright guys..sorry been late.you all know me i don't update often..imma busy maan 'lasey'!haha anyway...its the season's of competition all that..imma get real busy soon...and im doing this project dedicated for my dearest fhukie stylerzz...dey're gona be apart of it.dey'll soon realise wat deyre doing if dey are willing to contrbute...its gona be dope.well i'll make sure it'll be!!man as im typing i feel like telling u guys what itis...but i cant,dearest members are reading my bloggy too...but soon it'll come out as 'the ultimate fhunkie stylerz',name of the project(name not confirm).in god's willing this project will happen if him up there gives me the support and strength and courage to do this..

and jyah i wont add if ya all just come to view randomly..this goes to blog and friendster users...

HELLO3!!!

hello fellow humble readers...so sorry for being m.i.a. for so long!well i've been busy with my school industrial attachment..i've been so way un-updated...and my life been so slacking off the ice!well i've been trying to catch up with life and all my daily routines in life now.and it has been pretty hard...catching up with friends from the comeback.going to the gym..it was quite a struggle.but there's been an improvement so far...i've been hanging too with my cuzz and a members lil bro..so here are some updates on the new me...once again sorry for the m.i.a and enjoy reading through...
well since i went to attachment right?i got some salary of course..and even more my crew won 1st runner up on a dance comp.so i would be expecting more money to come..and with no hesitation,i went to get some things that are pretty much me.and for the 1st time i bought something that is expensive.like the dope brown top im wearing.. this was when i hang with my cuzz and Rizuan FIS lil bro,Zul..right before my session with Remy FIS.

as how i promised myself to be better everytime a new day of dance comes.i was practicing with friends.i got some new moves i just tried out.but im still far from what i wana be as a dope dancer..so this was a breaking session with my crew mem Remy..

so we decided to session Krump later on,which end turning up into a battle..pfft!and boy it wasn't friendly cause dissing was occured..lol.so that was some day we all had.

and to never forget.the gym at my school.ive been slacking for so long,that my body's going down.but,WTH so did the club in school!well what can i say.the seniors aren't there to keep the club in tight condition.you know how i know?my last workout was before my school industrial attachment starts.and that is right before the month of Ramadhan even started!so you count back how long that is and guess how much already i would have dropped!but when i told some of the gym members to train with me.i was expecting them to do as good as me or even better,yet how they struggle to keep up with me!how dissappointing..but well i decide to put my anger aside cause the least they did for us seniors is a very warm welcoming comeback from our attachment.so how do i look?after 3 days of coming back to the gym?(comments...)

pampering myself with money..for the 1st time i wasn't being cheap.i treated my cuzz to a movie,snacks.my lil bro a movie also,and dinner and lunch..and my family to Swensens soon..and still some more.well there has been lots of things going on during my comeback.performances,visits,hanging out... its alot but i cant write it all can i.well those are some updates you get see.well there is one thing im still unable to catch up with.my best friend Haziq.we hanged before during my attachment period.with my cuzz from Malaysia.that was the last time i saw him.pity him.i wonder how my bro have been coping with life so far without he's best friend..sorry bro.we'll catch soon..so come,you all miss me,come tag time!!

Assalamualaikum~

The 1st day of Syawal

ouhk today i got to come back early from work/industrial attachment.so i took the oppurtunity to update my blog.1stly i want to say to dear humble readers.Happy Hari Raya Aidilfitri.i asked for your forgiveness if ever done wrong of me towards you.be it,virtually or face to face.

ouhk,so to start things off,every year the 1st house we visit is my grandmothers house from my mother's side of the family.but before we get to that part.i start off with my family.every 1st day morning month of Syawal,I'll do the solat at the Mosque with my dad,this year with my brother.when back home have breakfast.then get ready to go out and visit the 1st elders house(grandmother & aunt).but while getting ready,in between my siblings and i go ask for forgiveness from our parents for sins and all wrongdoings,that cause them a hard time in their life.you may think that sound easy right?yeah,reach maturity,when you start to understand life.only then you know how uneasy it is to do so.1st day of Syawal already the Ungreatful Satan is there to make you do wrong.you feel like following your ego and not ask for forgiveness from your parents.but 'Alhamdullillah'(Thank God) i did fine.nevertheless,i never shed tears before.but i do feel the love going on while the activity's occuring.yeah so here we go,onto next...

...before went out we took a pic of the whole fam.the area we took the pic at,wasn't a good idea.but anyways,it's ok.

the Rahman's
arrived grandma's house.i always check on our apek.there my cuzz,Shahzan.same school as me,the matrep/apek/tailong/samseng of our fam.never fail to wear his apek singlet.every year during raya.a routine for him to appear like that.in anycase,it's everytime visited his house.lol!
testing cam only!hehehee...
ouhk here's the Msia model and Ironman...my niece and nephew,Miamor and Syahmi. my brother's playing with Syahmi,so i took the pic of them
see la,bloody Ironman. without fail you know!ask see the camera,he go see his hands.seeing wether it looks as good as ironman anot,haha!

ouhk,there's my favourite one,Fysal aka Shaun.since when he took pic making face like a playboy??!!ouhk,back there Amar.i never called him but he suddenly appear to be posing for the shot.so suiting the name toyol,lol!
yeah so i kol,the fat-macho.handsome-toyol.berg-geek.
they were watching jackass dvd.not the younger kids..
here's a shot from my elder cuzz Syaiful.Shahzan's brother.trying out my new cam.
a shot of the whole family spending time together,like how itis every raya & every other year and day.we're a big happy family=D!the one in white T,is brother Mamat.Shahzan's step brother.

they use to call us twins.now look how different we are now,lols!and one was describe the skinny and average.now its totally the opp..

formal take
he look so like 'wak2'!he's like a Javanese Mafia and im his mercenery bodyguard.lols!
ouhk here's another niece of mine.her name's Intan.very cute huh?her twin cousin didnt manage to get a pic,cause oways with mummy.her name's,i forgot,she's Syahmi sister.

every raya,one by one we take pic of every family.
yeah there she is.Shahril with fam,Shahzan's 1st elder brother.(left to right)Kak Shifa,forgot,Syahmi,Abg Berd(Shahril)call him that cause his younger days,he love Birdie from Sesame's Street.in between at the back is Nelly.Abang Mamat's daughter.so it's another niece.
Syaiful and family.Shahzan's 2nd brother.(left to right)Intan,Syaiful,Yati.

Elder's aunt from mother's side.Rosli with family.(L-R)Aunt Rosidah,Shahzan,Unc Rosli.
The 2nd fam.they live their life at Malaysia.Khalif and family.(L-R)Faryn,Unc Khalif,Aunt Nani(mum's 2nd sis),Miamor(Aisyh's daughter),Fysal,Aisyh.
Rahman's.my mum's the 3rd sibling.(L-R)Nisa,Rahmah(mum),Maziz,Rahman(dad),Khalis.my mum's the third
4th fam.Soebirin and fam.(L-R)Amar,Aunt Azizah,Unc Soebirin(mum's 4th Brother),Soefie,Aiman.
and so the 5th final,Shima with family.(L-R)Nurul,Aunt Shima,Hijriyah.

so i missed out taking a pic of Abg Mamat and family.includes Abang Mamat himself,Kak Su,Syikin,Eireen,Hazeem and Nelly.You can see Syikin and Eireen on my previous blog..

me and dear nenek.i do love her,but im not close to her.but it's ok,i still love her though.
the atmosphere of Aidilfitri in Syawal.all so cheerful and happy.we asked for forgiveness from Allah and the loved one's we hurt.and also to close friends including from other racers.to every Islam followers,i wish you Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri,Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

Fhunkie Stylerz's you too,peace one love!you always in my heart man!