baby forgive me

-I would never try to deny,that you were my whole life.cause if you ever let me go i would die,so i won't front.i don't need another woman,i just need your all or nothing.cause if i got that ,and I'll be straight,baby you're the best part of my dreams...

*Chris Brown

this is the problem with me..yes,i know we're still in an open relationship..but you all should know how much she means to me by now.and you all know me..i would never do anything bad or terrible to someone whom i really care about..well what is the problem with me.i care too too much...and I'm afraid i must admit,I've made myself worried too much.and Ive positively hurt her in a way by showing her my bad habits of my good behaviour..i just hope she forgive me...please dear i really am sorry..i know she needs her space for her dance.yeah i understand her,cause I'm a dancer myself...but it's just that it beats me badly just thinking bout her everyday..worrying,wondering this and that..cause all I'm able to do is just staying home and doing nothing..i just cant find myself something to get occupied with..i truly love her..i know she does,she said it to me lots times...but I'm just a stupid naive guy who keeps worrying myself...maybe i got trust issues with the females due to bad memories of having a bad relationship in the past...somebody gotta guide me.i think i do need help in this relationship thing.cause i don't see and A for me in handling relationships..i just love and care for her too much,that I'm doing this to myself..Ya Allah please help me,please...she's everything good that's ever happen to me..don't make me lose her...I swear I'll do anything for you baby...

Good Luck shouout!

Good luck shout out to (LMQ)Luminiq,(RSC)Rhythmic Style Crew,(FTC)Floor Thecnics Crew(to Daniel especially),and a few other guys like Akmal WanSki and many more from a collaborated crew i think..Not sure whether (RF)Radikal Forze Crew and Enemy Ground Crew joined?Well if they did,yeah a good luck shout out to you guys for the SBDC(Singapore Best Dance Crew) competition Bboys category..Why them?Because i know this guys and some Ive made friends with.they taught me a couple of things about break dancing..so yeah good luck again.May the best Crew win!

Go SBDC Bboys category!

updates(howdy??) =D

what's up people!haha! how you viewers and readers doing?heh..I'm good,been slacking off with dancing so far...but been doing good with my workout trainings so far!I'm impressed and satisfied with the results Ive made..awesome,yeah..this year I'm going for a lean body(beach/model body).no more going for that lean bodybuilders body..just open my eyes that 2009 is a year of money..money is absolutely precious!therefore the harder i train,the more i eat...uh2,I'm saving babey!haha..well I'm going on easy on dance.taking things slow..i just wanna live my life this year,well this season maybe..wanna try stop living my dream/passion for awhile..maybe get a girl by this year?haha!progressing...heehee...insyaallah..no high hopes again.=)

this time I'm trying my best to go take care of my family and lovers.MUST have a job!don't care if I'm schooling or what.just gonna try get a part time job.was thinking of retails?haha..well will see yeah..you guys must make sure I've a job alright!haha,keep tagging me bout my job intention every month.lols!like that's ever gonna happen...alright see you guys around..peace,Assalamualaikum...

back! haha!(note this blog is mistakenly post up way down.do read starting from the post below)

yoah fellas,im back from my boyan visit!woah wat amazing country and island too!met lotsa nice and friendly people..the only thing that sucked is i dont understand thier origins language.lucky they speak indonesia lil at times.the place is really fascinating if you're adventorous that's if.cause its very kampong like(like duh).nice lakes,high hills,mountains,padi fields and desert..there was a secret mini hot spring up in the mountains.how cool huh?the food was great very healthy.but the rice absolutely amazing!with just a palm grasp of rice.you're through eating!cause they're fresh!all the starches is still on the rice..woah,i gain lotsa protein for sure.a lil less intake of oil...damn no wonder the farmers all their body are sculptured fit!for real,even the teens!damn how envy i am,lols!well what can i say,they at the farm,of course their body will turn out that way..and for sure friends,don't be shocked when you meet me soon.cause im sure gonna look alot more tanner...i got no time to stay under shades once you're out adventuring at a village,haha!

it's settled..too bad you haters are disappointed..without or with me FIS is always gonna be ok..

and for you ah just shut the hell up...you're just an overgrown wuss who cant act like an adult...go get a life and handle your own things hater...

I'm saying I CAN bring it! (failed)

Sorry what a disappointing thing.I can't make it.But the guys don't wish to continue...so it's totally cancelled sorry people.no news on that...only disappointments...=(...

In the name of Allah!

In the name of Allah I'm glad he the almighty,stopped me from what i was about to do...though the emotion drives me to,i know it wasn't worth it..forgive me god for my sins and the lack of Iman..i now see your true power Allah.guide me in life always god.let me learnt from my mistake.i apologise to the one I've caused trouble..in the name of Allah i repent over my mistakes...forgive me dear one.for you are my only way of clearing my name from list of sins I've done...i wish you luck in life.i pray you have your courage & freedom as we speak till the end.i pray for your good life...again forgive me of my mistakes.i definitely am disappointed of letting the Satan becomed success in doing his job in bringing people joining him in hell..i truly regret and sorry..dear god bless me...