Not ready for the change when I see you in that wedding dress

Kakak, I'm not ready for you to actually leave the house.I'm not.When I see you in that wedding dress and you go up the pelamin,I'm all so happy for you but I never never am ready for the change.Because I know I can't talk to anyone as much close when I'm talking to you.Every night I can just stay up late and look forward to you coming home cause I know you'll be having your late dinner and watching the tv for your CSI,Korean dramas and all.Those are the time where usually I can share alot with you and you advising me and stuff..Saying your point of view at me with relationships school and probs with mum and dad all..I know after December 12 I shouldn't look forward to that anymore.I just wish I can have someone I love so I'd be able to share everything so deeply similar to like what we two usually share but they can never replace you my one and only blood sister.Now whenever I'm down,I've to be strong and help myself.I must prepare myself soon as I can't let pain bring me to a fall again cause I know you won't be around to comfort my heart anymore,to give me a listening ear..Kakak,I will miss you so much,I know so well myself.. ),=

I love you okay Kak..

You're Mean yet you're Lovely

Well here's my 1st ever dance freestyle video.There just a message that's in me wanted to express it to dance.One of the easiest and fastest way i could do them is alwasy by freestyling rather then choreographing cause it always takes up time and I'm pretty tight and busy lately..I was also actually waiting for my dance mates to turn up.was bored so I just decided to freestyle.

So if you got this page by googling,here's my short showcase Freestyling to the song Let's Just Be by Miguel Jontel.The location is at Republic Polytechnic E block.I'm a student from Institute of Technical Education Choa Chu Kang also known as ITE CCK.I'm representing SG(Singapore) hiphop,Fhunkie Stylerz(F.I.S) & SleekBeatz(SB).Recognize Local talent people.It's not a waste,we're growing stronger and slowly being very recognisable..

My bad ayt

alright2,see I'm so not myself.I haven't been like myself lately.My bad to you guy.I don't know wether you've actually read the post below before.But I've delete them to prevent any chances of negative things to happen.I don't know you and you don't know me.I know I got no right to talk about you like that.I know its kinda a little overboard.Whatever I feel now,how my character is like,all that aside I still got no right to talk about you like that.So forgive me humble slave of Allah.Maybe my mood and the things happening around me make me easily get tick off from the way you speak.Perhaps that's just the way you speak.Sorry brother.I'll see you around.

I'm sorry,but this is not a humble post

*My brain died when my heart tries to keep pumping climbing the mountain.It was a rainy night.Now it's so hard,I can't breathe right.Sunshine help me overcome this.A little warmth please cause the pouring rain occurred for so long..

That's what I post on facebook.I look at myself sometime I can't deny I'm a very emotional man.But lately I've been emotionally a weakling.I'm rather disappointed what I have become to be.I feel stupid.Please don't mind me at all when I'm that way.If can and if you please to help me,please give me a tight slap to just man up.I kinda built this anger inside me.I suddenly feel mad even more so easily.I think it has been building inside me everytime I kept swallowing them in when I was weak.I think it just got bigger and bigger everytime I swallow pain.So I said I was an emotional man.Imma let that be.I won't stop it.I think this is me,the seasons keep changes.Sometimes I'll be weak,nice,quiet but now I'm furious mad.This is me deal with it.I'm not afraid to make this stand.It's time I try to change the direction of the wind.I'm done being weak for so long.So now this rage came,you'll find a hard time stopping it.

I'm different when I'm mad.My ego and harsh words character came out like totally surprised you followers.yeah I know.I'm not afraid.I'm telling you I'm doing this for me!It's time I start thinking for myself.I'm human too ayt.

A good display of movement by dancing to relate to anger
Song-Won't back down by Eminem
Choreography-Lyle Beniga

Nice blog .!

hey thanks!I have no idea and no time to decorate it even better,haha.Keep reading and following yeah.but don't mind the emo shits though,heh..x)

Eh sia,ask me anything ah..

Episode 5 month

You know it ain't wise but you still do it steering my ride around like mad.
It's not even a temptation,but it's a choice.

Caused it ain't like you drifting making my ride look good.

Now you just caused my precious ride(drive).
How the heck am I suppose to find S.O.S(Inspiration) in the middle of nowhere?

Well there's gotta be something right.
God let a miracle come cause I've work so hard for whatever's worth.

Salam Aidilfitri to all fellow Muslim's

Click on the video above if you wish to hear the sweet sound of Takbir Aidilfitri*

Bismillah..

AsyhaduAllah illahaillallah..Waasyhaduanna Muhammadar Rasullullah..

As you know,once you hear the Takbir,Aidilfitri is here and everyone is taking moments to ask for forgiveness and forgiving one another.I too Khalis Ihsan Bin Abdul Rahman would like to do the same.With no special phrases,I come all sincerely and as a passionate Muslim,wishing you a wonderful Aidilfitri this year.To dearest you reader/friend/stranger who have stick with me through thick and thin,please do forgive me of my sins and wrong doings and Halal the food and drinks I get.It has been a rough year,for me the least.It's nice to know you fellows have been a part of my life.

By this message,I hope I inspire you all to do much more further greatness in life and days to come and may we never forget to those who are unfortunate in many ways during this special time and to those who have left us behind.May they rest in peace.May you all have good time celebrating with your loved ones.Believe happiness is always there,Insyaallah..