I Wished You'd Stop

(Usher Usher Usher)
Ooh! OoOOooh! Ooh! Papers
Ooh! OoOOooh! Ooh! Papers

Vrs 1:
I can't, get to work on time, can't believe the words to her I just said
But who the hell argue n fight like dogs at 6 in the morning?(in the mornin)
I know it's gonna' be some more sh** tonight mm oooh
Our pastor's callin, tellin me I done went too far in
I'm seen around town and my friends can't recognize me,
'Cuz I took a chance on love(love), it's like(like), I'm dyin(ooh dyin)

Chrs:
For you I gave my heart and turned my back against the world
'Cause you were my girl, girl, girl
I done damn near lost my mama, I done been through so much drama
I done turned into the man that I never thought I'd be.

I'm ready to sign them papers, papers, papers
I done took all I can take but u leave me no options girl
I can't deny how much I love you, I done gave up errthing I had to
As hard as it is I'm affraid I gotta say
I'm ready to sign them papers, papers, papers
I done took all I can take but u leave me no options girl

Ooh! OoOOooh! Ooh! Papers
Ooh! OoOOooh! Ooh! Papers

Vrs 2:
I'm losin my mind, can't figure out who's wrong or right
I know it's you I love, but then I also know it's you I don't like
You claim you hate who I was, but that's the reason you here now
You think I don't know what's up, but sweetheart that's what ruined us
I ain't afraid to say I got needs
But the only time you here for me is when the bottles poppin' and everything is sweet
But I I'm tired of sleeping in the other room spending them long nights
Trying to figure out what in the hell in my heart I ain't do right. (Oooh for u)

For you I gave my heart and turned my back against the world(back against the world)
'Cause you were my girl, girl(girl), girl,
I done damn near lost my mama(mama), I done been through so much drama(drama)
I done turned into the man that I never thought I'd be.(never thought I would be)


I'm ready to sign them papers(papers), papers(paii), papers(paai ooh oh oh oh)
(I done took) all I can take but u leave me no options girl
I can't deny how much I love you(know that I love u), I done gave up errthing I had to
(Anything I had to) as hard as it is I'm affraid I gotta say(I'm affraid I gotta say)
I'm ready to sign them papers(papers), papers(paii), papers(girl I took all I could take)
(I done took) all I can take but u leave me no options girl

Ohoh! OoOOooh! Oooooh yea! Papers
Ooh! OoOOooh! Ooh! Papers

Ready Ready Ready Ready
All my fellas up in here, if u had enough and u're ready to sign say
Ready Ready Ready Ready(I'm ready, yes I am)
All my ladies if u sick and tired, and u're, ready to sign, say
Ready Ready Ready Ready(ooh)
I can't keep livin this life, I'm feena leave it for the last time I'm
Ready Ready Ready Ready

I done damn near lost my mama, I done been through so much drama
I done turned into the man I never thought I'd be.

I'm ready to sign them papers, papers, papers
I done took all I can take but u leave me no options girl
I can't deny how much I love you, I done gave up errthing I had to
As hard as it is I'm affraid I gotta say
I'm ready to sign them papers, papers, papers
I done took all I can take but u leave me no options girl

Hopefully I finally moved on too

Okla,I'm gonna say right now that I miss this 'friend' of mine.Her name's Nabilah.Her nick's Ella.But I call her Elle,cooler right?haha..She posted a post for me,really sweet..I like,haha.So I wanna do the same in return,but the part I missed her really is true.Grab a picture of her there from her blog because I think she really looked hot at the picture,haha!She's the sweetest being I've ever met.So patient,so succumbed her life with happiness.She just know how to live happily,and I like that.=)

Wanna know what she posted?haha..

-Alright , have to say this . I miss Khalis Ihsan ? Yes ? No ? Yes ? I dont know ... Hmmm ..... Yes I miss him :) Its been awhile . He's always been treating me good , but Im always the troublesome one . I know laa Khals . Dont have to say .. And we had a great talk on the phone last night . But I dont know why we argue so much ! About everything . Ouhkay he praised Nutzcrew so much , so I praised SleekBeatz and Fhunkie Stylerz much much more . Hahahhaa !! ADNAN SEMPIT !!!! And , well he asked me to sing the song that I recommended to him , but then I dont know it turned out to be what . Laughing and argueing . Hmmpph pheewss !! But it was a great chat together . Im just so sad about something . Something personal , that we've been through , that hurts him deep . Im aware of that Khals . But it takes time for me to think . Thank you for always understand me . When Im mad and throw all those words to you , you still handle me with patience . I know . I see everything . Anyways , I wish you all the best in whatever you do now . I hope whatever you do , makes you feel happy and satisfy . Anything , you know you can beep me anytime ...

Sweet ey?I miss you too Elle.I'll just follow to whatever flow God destine us to be like.For all I know you will never lose this place as a friend the least,in my heart.And not to forget,something random.I like the profile song on her blog.Personally I think it describes her whole self in everyway.Some sophisticated sexy individual,haha.But really that's what it is,heh!Thank you Elle for somehow being in a part of my life.You never2 once fail to make me smile. =)

Time to really just Dance

Check out 2 of "my" new dance choreography.

Choreographed a dance to the song OMG-Usher somewhere on mid May this year(duh~). Got helped from Kamil and Sulaiman.Dancers performed in the clip are Chacha,Me,Man

Choreographed & Improvised Man's choreo to NLT's-Let Me Know.Dancers performed on clip Me & Sulaiman.

So comments or leave a tag alright

The Fisherman tells a story of his 2 way love.

Its like when we're on a boat sitting.It was so nice just the 2 of us but she wanted to have fun rather then spent time with me.I know she's scared of love because she deserve better after being treated by her past man..Jumping off trying catch a swim.She's having too much fun that she forgot what she's losing out.The splash she make causes the boat to drift away and the steady waves makes me go even further.I have a choice to stay or swim to her.As I want to say to her,don't take too long to come find me when you're already too far because I'm done fixing the holes you make in this boat,so I'm staying.The least is I'll just slowly paddle the boat back to you and if the waves allows me to reach you in time before I tired out,then perhaps we're meant to stay still..

On the other side,there's an island where a woman stay.Well what can I say..I was so confident I can let go of her and just try to be friends.Now I come back looking for her..Maybe I'm not sure of what I want right now.There are somethings I understand why things can't be done.But I just feel she too deserve better after what happen.I shall not persue her for I am also unsure of myself.I don't want to end up hurting anyone either.

And so the fisherman wonders,why is he always unlucky to experience love this way.Finding himself seeing another woman who has been hurt from another man's wrong doing.What did he do to deserve this kinda luck.Never he treat it as bad,just a different one.

p.s *maybe slight exaggeration here and there haha

END

To you.Yeah what you said is true last night after the meaningful text convo we had.I had to broke a tear to actually know what I had to say because wen we're on the phone I was just quiet.Wanted something from you but you just can't figure it out.So after I said all that,you broke to tear saying you're sorry and you replied a few,it's true.Maybe you shouldn't be surprise if I drifted off.But I'm a man who's diff as I try to finish off what I started,so I don't walk away that easily,just don't count on it.You won't be a choice unless you make me in anyways to feel like doing so.

For god sake all this,for the sake of putting on a sincere smile again

Look it's been crazy..We talking bout the number 4 here..

*Chatting with you just to make the wave calm and normal again..We're just facing what they say things just never turn out the way we wanted it to be for us.You're happy now,so am I.So let's keep it that way..=)

*As I was browsing through old photos on FB seeing you and us.Just having the thought that you use to be mine and your guy now is my friend is pretty wierd.But you know me,I can live with this.Really I am cool,not playing anything..We had our sweet moments.Why it's just so hard to talk now,is just maybe I'm too mad at how you do things.Perhaps time I let it go.Yes for sure I have moved on,long time ago.Just mad at you before still till just now.As I said Earlier it's time I forgive things.Everyone makes silly mistakes,sometimes not realising it ever.I don't have to say it..Yeah I'll smile to you now.But it'll take time..=)

*You were something for sure..You got me off my feet by your enthusiasm!You make me smile alot.But I think we are really friends that's what it is.You should keep being happy,in fact that's what I've ever wanted you to be.Just wanna make you happy untill things turn out otherwise.I'm so so sorry.As someone special to me said,never had I any bad intentions,just wanted you to be happy.Even if there is,it should be the positive ones..I've decided,this is who we should be,friends.Everything looks nice and better that way.I was just having silly feelings for the moment,I truly apologise..It'll take time to get back to how we use to be,I know we will be normal again.friends as always.=)

*And to you,It's been even more crazy..So much had happened.So much..I just wish you someday are willing to be that 'together'.I'll patiently wait for you.I know you're not ready.You know what you lacked,I see it.But since you still insist on getting ready by yourself.I respect that.We're looking like we're so special already.There's just that something huh..?Thanks to love and life experiences I know how to react & handle to situations like this.Someday,If its blessed and faith is on our side we'll be together.At least I won't get hurt so bad like last time..Don't worry I too don't like that quick and already in relationship thing.It's crap.But so,it has already been 2 months and a week..

Damn I just wana dance and really forget all this for awhile..

If you could go back in time 10 years and tell your younger self something, what would it be?

It would probarbly be start dancing quick.Stop asking bout road accidents,read more about bikes or something so I can actually get psyched about taking my bike license..hahaha

Eh sia,ask me anything ah..

This questions

List of questions

• Is a love a thing to live with ?
• Can we survive without it ?
• Maybe its true , Maybe its false .
• Different people all , Have different thoughts .
• Now what is love ?
• Is it strong ?
• Is it pain ?
• Will it last long ?
• Does it hurt to be in love ?
• Will we get bless from the God's above ?
• Is it tough to be together ?
• Can we both be close forever ?

My answers

• We need Love,we turn to them when we're down.
• We need it real bad that's why we can't survive without it.
• Aggreed,but this is what I've been thought from my mother to believe since young.
• What it really is for real,Love is a serious matter,love is everlasting till eternity.Love is not about marriage.Love is lasting till eternity after u get married and with your loved oneS..
• It is strong
• It is very painful
• It will last long if both individual is compatible faithfull
• We will be blessed for trying.If you are ready,he will bless you with eternity love with an example like at the age of 43 when you're asking out your wife and she still have butterflies meeting you.
• It is tough to be together,because you have go through thick and thin to know if he/she for a start is wether even compatible with you or not.Other then that you could actually just turn out to be just total strangers..
• Can a couple be close forever,that is not for us to know.If we work hard as a couple and keep it clean,he might just bless you with eternity love.

I found this questions,and now I'm asking myself and I answer from what I believe.I've no guarantee in love because I myself am searching for the actual right one.The one that suits me,that really makes me happy.You can only know the answers to this questions on love as time goes by.Untill then,never get your hopes up too high just because it's nice now.It's always nice in the beginning..The world is harsh,so is love.But God is kind and he is fair..So believe,keep trying to find love and never give up.