what the hell is happening here??

it has been real hard coping with my friends lately.some are really complicated.some are really just can't be understood.what the fuck!school friends so far are doing fine,including the gym members.nsa doing very sucky!i tell you really sucky i say!probarbly the survivors in the team is me the so called they voted captain,and doesnt seem to cooperate much just because i lay freedom bit on their hands.faizul and yar.just the 2 of us.bitch,how i hate this situation.how lucky the guys are to be escaping all out training everytime.that is so unfair as a team member,not just a captain sia!and haziq dear brother you're gone keeping quiet.im here trying to get through you,and seems like i don't know whats wrong with you.and dont come saying im at wrong not taking care of you.you're the one missing out.so yar ok!im so sick of the scenario right now,argh!!!and here goes another one.my dear dance leader.i heard has half left the team.i really hope he wont totally leave the team for another team.pray that he's just doing this for the money.if that's the reason,i'd understand..ah well watever ah.i hope 2 look foward tis working life.and hopefully 2 make new friends there.still sch frens will be loved.ah shitss i just dont know what im writing and im too lazy to check my means and grammar.so sorry if im talking crap through this blog..u guys take care ok.do give me advises,peace out!san will love you friend!