Heartfelt

Working hard is never enough.I will always want to go the extra mile for success and happy endings..But you must be careful not to be too engrossed over what you are doing.That you can't differentiate what is real and fake..You'll be so sorry that you ever got yourself into that situation.

The message above is for me myself,and others who thinks that I'm also actually referring to them too..This past 2 weeks,I've found myself gotten into that situation for 2 times straight.I am seriously all so regretful of my actions.This is how humans are.When we have good intentions,things turns out bad when we can't relate to the word 'control'.In my case,'self-control'..Dearest,do forgive me for how things turn out to be.I hope we can start afresh..The air seems to be much more clearer now..

And to this Dearest.let us all have a grip and gather everyone.let us all be as one for this task we have in hand..bring back the glory.It's coming to the end of the year.a brand new year 2010 is coming soon.let us leave this year leaving a mark to it..make something big to happen so people will always remember us for our hard work and dedication.Where our blood sweat & tears have been let out..Something bad or good may happen in the future.we just pray for the best..and for whatever happens,never regret we actually exist in this world..take our negativity,let them be memories.take our positivity,let us all cherish them..

This is a feeling where I feel them on my gut and I believe my god Allah is speaking to my mind.Not something I feel like it came in mind and I want it to come true.I never want to believe the bad will happen.But my heart is telling me to take precaution actions.Most definitely I pray & wish hard for good things to keep coming in between of bad during before and after..

This post is on 2 cases..Dearest find yourself where you stand here..

Don't fly away again dear Canary bird

You have come and go in my life.How i wish one day you'd just stay right where I need you.As beautiful as a canary bird.Right here in my cage.always looking after you.Watching out for you.Your feelings,giving you freedom.But that is when you usually ran away..I just loved you too much.Every time you came back,I couldn't find the heart to just let you be.I kept wanting to believe that you've changed,but time and time again you come and go.Dear Canary,can't you just stay right here in my heart..

I know we have no strings attached.But yeah you said,you realised what you've done to me is cruel and that you still _ _ _ _ me.That's why you came back.You know you can't promise me anything,that's why you are now always more afraid of getting affectionate with me.But I am too.

I felt somethings just a little different about you.You kept coming back when I am not talking to you.I don't know.I really am afraid that you'll go away again.That is why even till now I've never get my hopes up high for you to still be around.I'm always prepared for the next day when you gonna come to me saying that you don't want this no more.But the funny thing is,why?Why do you still stay?Did you really change?I am still yet to know about that..

Only time will tell.You said you'll fight my love over anyone,and you're always envious when others are around me.And if the time come for something bad to happen,I'm always prepared..

p.s. convince me, convince me hard.

Location: School Campus Dover College West ITE

sorry guys been really busy.so much have happen to me lately..I'm trying to cope with everything that I'm able to.Don't worry dearest humble readers.I am still active in blogging just been busy with dance and school.I still attend to my page and checking out my tagboard everytime.haha..I mean who doesn't right??well I'll update soon with stories for you readers to browse and read through..take care..

p.s I am so feeling the song from Faliq-Many things for us to do.not only because the song is nice & deep.but i really felt the lyric.feels just like when i am or i was maybe,in the situation?i don't know depends..as in the 'am' or 'maybe'.haha! alright2.. I MISS and Can't be bothered by lotsa people now..

just updates..

It feels good to be working out again in the gym.. I can't wait to have another round of workout tomorrow with my classmate.it's really hard to maintain when you're the kinda person that needs a friend's company to train with.lol!well that's just my bad habit.well FYI I've shrink so bad that a dance friend of mine who I acknowledged him before in the past saying that he shrink badly,has actually acknowledge me back saying that i shrink!damn..what a bummer i feel..that's it,i gotta start pumping again!lols!I'm working on this arms of mine.my upper body I'm just working on it's inner strength and stamina power.lower body is totally more mass and power to make i maintain those flips i love to do.haha!but ultimately this year my goal is not getting a just lean body but a slimmer lean body.because here' the theory ya see.If i train more,I'll eat more.And if i eat more the more money that I'll to come up.and I'm totally not a working guy!I eat outside more than at home is because I spent most of my time outside having dance practice with my crew!and speaking of dance!why I'm aiming for a slim lean body is because i wanna make sure when i dance,people still see my groove and my muscles in the same time,HAHAS!y'all are sure to say that I'm FCUKING ATTENTION SEEKER!HAHS!!Well everyone is always trying to look their best all the time right?but most definitely I'm not vain...just looks conscious...

well i guess that's it,don't really have anything else in mind.oyeah..I'm thinking the next update would of my doing a photo shoot!aye??well now all i gotta do is get a good cam and a brother that would help me out?!well wish me luck for that yeah!

Hari Raya Outing on 3rd October 2009

1st of all I would like to say,dearest Mama Nora.I hope you don't mind me taking this pictures from your blog since you've edited the pictures and there are much lesser of them and are much easier to handle for my own blogging.=)

This Raya outing which includes F.F.C,Dylimarcel,3OT,MArsh,Veron,Ebal,was a heck of super ubber fun time we all had.It is a very emotional,memorable & happy all at the same time.We are thankful to those who made it,and sadly not to forget those who didn't make it.Ultimately to Zeella & few others from Dylies & 3OT who didn't make it.hopefully next year will do this outing again together..

This are all who turned up for the day..Our plans initially was from Isaac's,mine,Rizuan,Seri,Nurul,Fir & lastly to Remy's place.But then we had invitations to other houses.It's kinda a last minute thing.So unfortunately some houses were cancelled or it's that we just couldn't make it.But I think everything is okay.Everyone involved or supposedly involve is okay..so yeah..

So here we go.We start off 1st at Isaac's house,where the most 1st few came.we met and had our meals took some pictures there.And it is a tradition where we Muslim's ask for forgiveness to our family & friends on this special month of Syawal.It was nice sight to see.But I didn't broke to tears,cause I think I'm just not that sensitive to be in that kinda situation easily,heehee!=D

If you realise Remy's place was different from others.Because he joined us on a later timing,and took those actions on a different house.

It's absolutely nice to see our friends from other race to be doing the same thing too.It's the bonding we have is what makes it happen..=) (our two non-Muslim friends right there,Jon & Veron)There we have Ana(Dylie's),Dinie(Dylie's),Wawa(3OT) in black.

Right back there we have Siti(3OT) in black,Hakim(3OT) in red,Marsh in dark green(blocked by Didi).

Moment's before leaving Isaac's house..

In the train to 2ND house at Bukit Batok(My crib)

At Bt.Batok MRT station.Where we were waiting for Fir,Ryna & Remy to join us.So the gang made some moves to start cam whoring,haha!

More snaps..And the bottom right pic is already at 2ND house.

Where they came and drink & ate foods and small cakes at my place.I am glad they enjoyed my place..The laughter and thrills was all a very fun time.

More snaps right before we left for Rizuan's place..

Unfortunately we forgotten to snap some pics at Rizuan's house as we are all engrossed watching old F.I.S videos.But the food was great!very satisfying!=) And so we headed to Janz(Nurul/Kikin's pal) place,because we were invited & we're gladly to come and visit.It's another great place I'd say.. There the guy in white is Janz and the lady is his sister who we call Kak Jihan

Some snaps before we head North of the country..We headed to Seri's place 1st but didn't took much picture though.Most of them were during us leaving her house.and some of the pictures weren't edited..so sorry yeah.this above is at Nurul's place.Nurul's place was superbly nice.I'd think it's a hotel though,haha.the classic way of presenting their dinner table.and the serving of food,was pretty and beautiful..absolutely love them.=)

a brilliant times we had for this Raya outing.gladly everyone had fun..And 2 other houses we went but didn't snap much pictures though.It was Ana's & Wawa's place.they have a nice place too.All of us enjoyed visiting their houses.Overall it was all a great day..hopefully a day like this comes again,not necessarily Syawal..

1st October 2009

It was a day where I've made plans with Seri to go out sessionwith some friends.but I had to cancel them,due to a situation ah.My sister made plans with me.But initially it wasn't confirm wether its Thursday or Friday.I was so convinced that she gonna take a leave on Friday,cause it's near the weekend right?who knows..So i had to cancel my plans with Seri,i was so full of remorse after i had break the news to her.lucky she understand and had other friends to company her go for the session..So there I was going with the plans with my sister.We went to IMM to initailly lookout for an alteration shop.but we found out that the shop no longer do business at there.so we had no idea what to do.and were too lazy to go anywhere far.so we just hang around there.I wanted to shop for something new to wear.so we went around have a look.then we stopped at GIORDANO.i bought myself a white polo,looks cooling though and I'm just in the mood to wear polo now.and she treat me for two new bottoms.a grey bermuda,and a black long straight fit pants..It's really awesome!!I really am thankful to her..am still now!I really wanted them though,just that i don't have enough money yet to collect.really appreaciate this from my sister.then we're off to lunch at BAGUS foodcourt.

There,my sister who made the day brighter for me.I really don't know when I'm able to repay her nice treats.I'm just really glad we're not arguing or anything like that.We argue and all but we do talk yeah..as a brother,someday,I will repay her kindness better(Insyaallah).

yeah,we had some great deal of appetite for foods.but I think my level of appetite dropped since i do gyming lesser now.hehe!My sister got herself something like Hokkien Mee was it?yeah.and i got mine typical chicken rice with extra rice,haha!and we had westerns fries as side dish!and I'm beat,haha!

I've to say again that I'm really thankful for the time spent with my sister.It just made me feel good all day..

Genting Highland DCOH 09 Semi Final round

The trip the kept my mind off it for awhile

As you guys know Fhunkie Stylerz went for a dance competition face off with team Malaysia at Genting Highlands for the Semi Finals.Fhunkie Stylerz & a few others dance crew from Singapore,we're repping hard for Singapore.though we're tiny,we have a big heart and support for each other.Enemy's became friends for the sake of representing Singapore.It was totally an awesome cool and treasurable times us Singapore team had.here are some pictures and updates.Well the competition some how came at the right timing.i just needed my mind off somethings,because things just came as a shock to me.i really needed some space at the point of time.well below are some pictures of time i spent at Genting with F.I.S & friends...

1st of all,on behalf of Fhunkie Stylerz,I'd like to thanks those who came up with their own money,wether by work or from their parents they get their money from.I'd still love to thank them for their sincere support to come down and really do support us.Those who stayed with us to keep our crew company throughout the whole time on Genting.The hang outs.The time when our eyes are just so tired,but we still wanna stay awake.and the times when we have to wake up due to competition schedule to follow,and we just keep staying in bed.and the Sahur & Buka for those that are fasting..Along with those fellow Muslims from other crews and supporters,all of it was a great thing to experience together.

My fellow members and I just absolutely had great times together.The hanging out in the girls room.the night camwhoring and chilling around the 1st world hotel shopping mall..damn everything so fun!And yes of course,unfortunately for our members back at home who are not able to join us for the competition.we were always wishing that you guys were down with us.would love to see you guys spending all the memoriable times together.Its a shoutout to Rizuan & Firdhaus.Insyaallah someday we'll get to do this together as a full squad.not necessarily in an overseas dance competition.we can just like go on a holiday together.and a special shoutout to Miz(Remy/Rahimi),my room mate for the time there.it was fun hanging out with you at our crib.damn,if only it wasn't Fasting Time,hahaS!yeah..,you know I know when the others don't know haha!crazy man...And also to Cherrie(Seri) for this time we spent on Genting.Our special bond with each other just grew stronger.Both of us probarbly most of the times have same minds,points of view at times.I share alot of things in common with this sister of mine.right now I trust her more then ever.I think it's a Boyanese thingy lah..HaH!!

The new friend I made with from team Singapore,espeacially Andreas(I'm your biggest fan,haha!).I'm still shy though to speak with others.they somehow intermediate me,haha.you readers know I'm a shy guy.but nevermind I'll try making friends with them the next time on the finals.and yes!we did manage to proceed to the finals,woohooo!!the only Singapore team that didn't manage to go to the finals was team Grunge.Sadly they were good,and they improved from every round from the beginning of the competition.we'll do you girls and Singapore proud ok,hope to see you girls soon again.

A whole new Fhunkie Stylerz I know.trying & keeping the bond strong everytime.Insyaallah till whenever we can still hold our name up..We are us,street is our style..

Thank you & good job Fhunkie Stylerz,DCOH 09 & Team Singapore for all the time & experiences.We all did well..

Looking forward for the Finals on December.Come down and support Team Singapore!!Fhunkie Stylerz/F.I.S & Team Singapore REPREZEN!!!