Heartfelt

Working hard is never enough.I will always want to go the extra mile for success and happy endings..But you must be careful not to be too engrossed over what you are doing.That you can't differentiate what is real and fake..You'll be so sorry that you ever got yourself into that situation.

The message above is for me myself,and others who thinks that I'm also actually referring to them too..This past 2 weeks,I've found myself gotten into that situation for 2 times straight.I am seriously all so regretful of my actions.This is how humans are.When we have good intentions,things turns out bad when we can't relate to the word 'control'.In my case,'self-control'..Dearest,do forgive me for how things turn out to be.I hope we can start afresh..The air seems to be much more clearer now..

And to this Dearest.let us all have a grip and gather everyone.let us all be as one for this task we have in hand..bring back the glory.It's coming to the end of the year.a brand new year 2010 is coming soon.let us leave this year leaving a mark to it..make something big to happen so people will always remember us for our hard work and dedication.Where our blood sweat & tears have been let out..Something bad or good may happen in the future.we just pray for the best..and for whatever happens,never regret we actually exist in this world..take our negativity,let them be memories.take our positivity,let us all cherish them..

This is a feeling where I feel them on my gut and I believe my god Allah is speaking to my mind.Not something I feel like it came in mind and I want it to come true.I never want to believe the bad will happen.But my heart is telling me to take precaution actions.Most definitely I pray & wish hard for good things to keep coming in between of bad during before and after..

This post is on 2 cases..Dearest find yourself where you stand here..

Don't fly away again dear Canary bird

You have come and go in my life.How i wish one day you'd just stay right where I need you.As beautiful as a canary bird.Right here in my cage.always looking after you.Watching out for you.Your feelings,giving you freedom.But that is when you usually ran away..I just loved you too much.Every time you came back,I couldn't find the heart to just let you be.I kept wanting to believe that you've changed,but time and time again you come and go.Dear Canary,can't you just stay right here in my heart..

I know we have no strings attached.But yeah you said,you realised what you've done to me is cruel and that you still _ _ _ _ me.That's why you came back.You know you can't promise me anything,that's why you are now always more afraid of getting affectionate with me.But I am too.

I felt somethings just a little different about you.You kept coming back when I am not talking to you.I don't know.I really am afraid that you'll go away again.That is why even till now I've never get my hopes up high for you to still be around.I'm always prepared for the next day when you gonna come to me saying that you don't want this no more.But the funny thing is,why?Why do you still stay?Did you really change?I am still yet to know about that..

Only time will tell.You said you'll fight my love over anyone,and you're always envious when others are around me.And if the time come for something bad to happen,I'm always prepared..

p.s. convince me, convince me hard.

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