continuation...

on the way inside the bus i saw someone i can't really believe my eyes was seeing.remember the girl i said who went Indonesia to study?to those who had been following up with my blog ya,you all should know..she was there,in the bus.she boarded the bus after a few bus stop in front of CMPB.the funny thing how come shes at Pasir Panjang area?then she alighted at the bus stop near Habourfront area.at the PSA building.that's it,she must be working there?!but how come?that's an office building,i thought she's only 16 this year?at 1st i didn't alight.but then i think,this is once in a lifetime chance.i should approached her man.with no more hesitance,i press the bell quickly and ran after her.approaching her,i said...

A-Ahzwani
K-Me

K-miss!are you Azhwani?
A-no...(with a slight smile)
K-Are you sure?do you stay at Bedok?
A-nope
K-ouh..
A-why?(a slight smile again,with curiosity on her face)
K-noting i mistake you for someone else.thanks
A-Smiles...

i walked away with full of disappointments.i hope so hard for her to said yes at least for the part when i asked her name.i don't know could I've been fooled all this time along?but I'm bloody damn sure she was the one in those pictures.exactly the same.how could it not be.my eyes can't play tricks on me!i was so close up with her!i still remember how she looks like,argh!what's all this means??!especially when its the month of Ramadan!why is Allah showing me all this?!why now??what am i suppose to do now.I've been loyal waiting for her,i missed her.should i try finding her again?if should,i don't know what to start off with..or is this just another test of patience again..

you know kids.they can get desperate anytime.that's what i felt last time.well i was getting to know her on the phone talking to her everytime.but i haven't even met her.but that doesn't give the reason for me to not believe that she is actually there standing in front of me on that moment of time.i know what i saw.this maybe the talk of desperation,but i did missed talking to that girl.maybe if i bumped onto her again,ill try asking her no.if it's the same as the number i know her for then there's definitely no doubt that's her.and if it's not,i may have been fooled by looks all this while.or maybe,i don't know.maybe she changed her number?well let see what's destined..Allah show me what you have planned up for me soon please.i pray for a normal life,no more complications...Ameen..