continuation...

on the way inside the bus i saw someone i can't really believe my eyes was seeing.remember the girl i said who went Indonesia to study?to those who had been following up with my blog ya,you all should know..she was there,in the bus.she boarded the bus after a few bus stop in front of CMPB.the funny thing how come shes at Pasir Panjang area?then she alighted at the bus stop near Habourfront area.at the PSA building.that's it,she must be working there?!but how come?that's an office building,i thought she's only 16 this year?at 1st i didn't alight.but then i think,this is once in a lifetime chance.i should approached her man.with no more hesitance,i press the bell quickly and ran after her.approaching her,i said...

A-Ahzwani
K-Me

K-miss!are you Azhwani?
A-no...(with a slight smile)
K-Are you sure?do you stay at Bedok?
A-nope
K-ouh..
A-why?(a slight smile again,with curiosity on her face)
K-noting i mistake you for someone else.thanks
A-Smiles...

i walked away with full of disappointments.i hope so hard for her to said yes at least for the part when i asked her name.i don't know could I've been fooled all this time along?but I'm bloody damn sure she was the one in those pictures.exactly the same.how could it not be.my eyes can't play tricks on me!i was so close up with her!i still remember how she looks like,argh!what's all this means??!especially when its the month of Ramadan!why is Allah showing me all this?!why now??what am i suppose to do now.I've been loyal waiting for her,i missed her.should i try finding her again?if should,i don't know what to start off with..or is this just another test of patience again..

you know kids.they can get desperate anytime.that's what i felt last time.well i was getting to know her on the phone talking to her everytime.but i haven't even met her.but that doesn't give the reason for me to not believe that she is actually there standing in front of me on that moment of time.i know what i saw.this maybe the talk of desperation,but i did missed talking to that girl.maybe if i bumped onto her again,ill try asking her no.if it's the same as the number i know her for then there's definitely no doubt that's her.and if it's not,i may have been fooled by looks all this while.or maybe,i don't know.maybe she changed her number?well let see what's destined..Allah show me what you have planned up for me soon please.i pray for a normal life,no more complications...Ameen..

and it all comes back

today didnt go to school.had to go medical check up at the CMPB.i had my dad to sent me there,cause i really wasn't sure of how to go there,so as not for me to get there late.well had to go through their security as entering the building.its almost the same as security check on check point.well that's for that.after i went through the check up.everything was fine at 1st.then slowly it became fun.as i get to make friends too.then it became a little nightmare.i had to do test man!it's like math test ya see?how long was i doing math!2yrs ago man!im not doin those stuff anymore,how should i be able to do those questions?!well lucky there are some cool subjects on the test.if not i'll be like failing sia!and all that procedure took at least 4hours..

after that i thought of going to school since im still early.my class stars at two.i finished at 1230.but on second thought im not going.after the blood test,i feel quite weak already.i walk to the nearest busstop outside CMPB.take a bus wich leads to the nearest station.(im cutting in short.got to go.something came up.i'll continue soon!sorry!really soon!)

just another post

so the month of Ramadhan's coming up!it's gonna be a nice month,I'm very sure.as how it is every other single year's past.yeah,and I'm wondering how the heck am i going to maintain my gyming?!I'm gonna have prob with my diet!I'm sure I'm gonna lose lots mass by end of Ramadhan!damn!but i know my good deed working through the month will be repaid with something better.Insyaallah...man how much i miss practicing dancing with fella crew members..speaking of missed,I'll definitely missed my schoolmates my classmates and all friends from ITE Dover,right after i graduate.man..when we were young we just wanna skip school every time!now,it feels like school is really part of your home!family members are all in school!haizz...insyaallah will still keep in contact after graduating.but it'll be real hard.humans,they tend to go their on ways as life goes on.we can's stop things like that.but some pairs are lucky,they get to be together for a very long time.today,i just went out with Taufiq,went swimming with him,right after gyming from school.great workout,jyeah...definitely gonna miss that guy.he has been my closest friend in school ever since we 1st met!but there's a good possibility that we'll still meet.cause we coincidentally plan the same.to go higher Nitec and pursue the same course.anyway even though if it's different course,I'm sure the campus would be the same.the new CCK ITE campus.

now I'm thinking of my past friends.like Haziq and Ariff.both from my secondary school.the both are my only true friends.but some how we lost contact with each other.i don't know when we'll get back to see each other.or just maybe it'll turn out as a distant memories.well that's just fate or should i say destiny.but before anything happens ill say it now.it was a good thing i made friends with them.lots things learnt.loyalty everlasting friendship.i hope we meet again brothers.man how i missed those badminton times,karaoke,doing Parkour together..

as they say its better to make just a few friends,not so many.or your life we'll just be complicated.cause family shall always be there to help you through thick and thin.

man i hope i can cry.but I'm not a cry er.maybe if you leave me to sit one corner and gaze away thinking about all this.perhaps I'd happen to cry..man..,the main thing is just i missed my school friends.every single one of them.even the one's i hate.they made my world of secondary school real.and also help me learnt and become the man i am today...so i thank you haters from school.pray for all of you health and wellness..after all,you all are friends anyway..so once again thank you.

to dearest FIS,you all are another family that has really gotten stuck on me.please i beg you guys,let us stay as what we are.be as one.so i won't have to miss you guys too.not as much as how i missed my school friends now.i know i can depend on you guys for my fun and laughter.together now 'Fhunkie love!'you all may think i have my own life,but I'm thinking on each of every one of you guys everytime.and that's include you too Abg Isaac.i don't know how you're gonna be able to read this,but i hope you do.i missed ya all..

i guess destiny has finally showed up..really?

sorry friends.i haven't been updating for so too long..I'm bloody busy and a bloody lazy guy too haha!well,here i am,a guy turned 18.in a country called Singapore.well at this age,i think I'm quite mature already..why am i saying all this all of a sudden?well..,I'm about to be the elder brother i am suppose to be,the man i am born to be.my sis,getting engage.I'm about to enter the national service in 2 years time.that's if I decide to continue schooling.but in god's will,i know I'm continuing ya...my career's about to be decided.i hope i can change things while I still can.I'm trying my best.so this is the adult world.not saying that i haven't notice how adulthood is like from last time.what i meant was now it's really going hard on me.i see how people behave.so i learn from all this people so I won't turn into one of them,as in those with bad examples.so when later on in future times,hopefully ill be a good man which everyone may trust.i consider myself a lucky soul to get to see how the elders grew up.as in my sister.my elder cousins.i see how this adults behave.they have lots good and bad points.i take in the good and avoid the bad.in god's will,Insyaallah,i will have a successful and happy meaningful life.I'm still into dancing,i see how others are.this are life.we live what's given to us.we just have to know the border lines.we're human,not perfect.build to be in their every individual awesomeness...yeah,here i am trying my best doing this simple test in life my god Allah gives me.that is living life.and follow his ways.insyaallah the reward in return during the after world is unmeasurable.i thank you god,for making the man i am now.I'm proud of what i turn out.though with lots of things to learn.I'm proud to show myself.i hope I've inspired others to be a good person in life.so they too will have a good life.

pictures from the K.L trip/Asia's Pacific Dance Comp 08

last few shots i take before leaving K.L
the skyscraper structure really caught my eye
the streets of K.L
i demand for my sleep!!hahaS!
the busy roads of K.L
the few last shots before leavin for Singapore

treated ourselve to a nice dinner at Pavillion Park Mall,food stall-Food Republic
big fam huh?aik Lydia wasn't in candid situation!dammit!
haha,props we used for our finals..
my dinner treat!absolute yummy! went shopping cause we're way too early for finals
reminds me of home.sweet Bukit Batok
tired face after the prelim rounds.was sitting waiting for the rest at Petaling street.some went shopping.i was waiting for Jon's massage to finish.
this is what we joined
going for dinner

inside Mama Nora hotel room
Mama Nora window view
i don't get it why Wan must show that to me
at the Grand Millenia's front hotel entrance
its where we spent most of our time,The Pavillion

nice knowing you Security guard!
inside Shangri La hotel,where the finals took place
waiting for our slot at Shangri La
cool atmosphere
Shangri La Hotel

part of some of the good times in my life

hey guys sorry for not updating again for after so long.haizz...well regrettably,Fhunkie Stylerz did not manage to enter Suntec dance 2008.because the registration form was hand in late.so we was offered another dance comp, dunno what, LIME .... Dance Comp.which is obviously organised by the LIME Magazine.Haha!but then we decided to just maybe take a break from after the hectic K.L comp.cause some of us are having education commitments,and other stuffs also..so yeah that's why.

so next was another fun thing.a National Day celebration held at my school.my Fitness Club have to collaborate with Inspire club.actually 1st we had to do it with Indian Club Society.but i took the initiative not to collaborate with them.cause i just figured out that there will be lots of attitude prob collaborating with them.enough from our own club with the attitude probs.jyeah..thou Inspire Club are not much of a dancer,i just tot its better to work with people more cooperative(not totally,just more,Haha!).so we had hard practice for more den 2 weeks i think,dealing with individual problems,n prob as a whole.it was never easy but worth it.i train them with my whole heart..I'm proud of the outcome,ya.well event rehearsal turn out be the worst nightmare for my group alone.cause we had some who cant make it n don't wan 2 make it.last minutes back out stuffs like that..but didn't give up.each n every1 of us practices hard to show the best for Singapore and make every1 and the audience happy.and we did awesome.i just wanna say to all who contributed.i thank you for your effort and participation.you guys did superb good job!well done!

after that we went out to give ourselves a treat.went to Vivo,had lunch @ banquet...relax at Vivo's Skypark Garden..then went home..so i guess that's it.well i treasure every moment spent with the guys.met wonderful individuals..ill definitely missed them when i graduate soon.Insyaallah...

this should be the way of a true 2nd family.

hello everyone.sorry been very super duper busy with school and dance.well yeah,i just wanna say we won '1st',runner up in the Asia's Pacific Dance Explosion 2008 held at Malaysia!hehe!got you guys for awhile there right?hah!yeah so,the trip,adventure,stay over at Malaysia was fun,really!i mean absolutely!u bet on it!we treated like v.i.p's!thnx to our sponsor,which is one of our own members dad.and from him alone he sponsored us 6 guys.excluding nurul(her own daughter)with her mum,and seri(cause she was with udc).i had to say thank you to him alot.and believe or not he had security managed up for us!if im not wrong,Siti Nurhaliza(Malaysia's top singer/celeb) Manager was one of them involved too!like OMG lar!i was surprised to actually know that!i also know it quite late oready,and it's also through Mama Nora's blog la...so i'd really have to asked Papa(Nurul's dad,cause thats what FIS kols him as),

ME-"Pa,how do you know all this people??"
Pa-"haha,you have to be humble polite and nice to get know all this kind of people"

so cool la..our stay,dinner,breakfeast,luxury all by him la..im like so thankful,i mean fhunkie stylerz all are really thankful for him..since we won 2nd runner up right,we decided to gave up the trophy to Papa instead.but he insisted on us holding it,so in the end we come to a decision where Nurul should hold it.

and so you know,i still remember saying to all of you often readers of my blog,that i'd start video blogging right?well,i don't im able to do that yet till i get a new digital cam or new advance hp.i did do a video blog on our adventure at K.l with fhunkie stylerz.but when i get back home to Spore,tried to upload it.it just won't get upload!damn..so all i have are pictures from the trip.(i'll post them up soon)and there's this funny story u know,i made this one move video blogging.and the rest witness me doing it,and slowly one by one all started following.im like 'siala!',all follow sia,haha!but fun,really!and i cant believe Jon!one of them who actually followed me Vblog too,have the nerves to say on his video blog saying im a copycat,OUh mY GoD!haha,fine @ least its among family,as in my crew la...all i can say the whole experience is really2 fun and something i should treasure in memory with fhunkie stylerz.

to dearest fhunkie stylerz,you guys are pure family of mine...i hope this gets to each and every one of you guys okies!!

Peace out,thats it for now,
~Khalis~