hello readers

ouhk today at 1st was really totally boring..really,check this out..

i was taking picture of myself since i finally bought a new battery for my camera,out of boredom you know.and my brother is like all the way with his PSP.

then later my mum told me that my aunt ask to go to the funfair with my bro.i was so reluctant at 1st.but then later at night after breaking fast,after all the discussion and commotion all that,i just decided to go.i thought,Okla funfair.in my mind it was roller coaster ride those kinda things.it's been a long time since i take rides like that.but when i reach the place i was like,what the heck is this place??!it looks more like a carnival!argh...how worst could my day get?!indeed it says celebrating children's day carnival.OMG,my aunt really cant differentiate between carnival and a funfair..well what to do,I'll just go ahead since i was there already...so here are some pics of my bro and our nieces...

the only thing that was on,was the candy floss stall.others are already closing.so what can i do over there you tell me?-_-
ouhk so i was acting like i was a pro photographer.well i know my angle and confidence sucks..or maybe i was so damn demoralise-Ly pissed over the issue of carnival and funfair thingy.
so ouhk at least my bro feel a lil lighter having me get for him his candy.
and drink...
I'm telling you i really have nothing else to take shot of pictures.or..,maybe my spirit wasn't just into the event,yet,maybe..?whatever...

so then we head home since the whole thing have finished.this is the only part i liked.sitting at my uncle's back of his lorry.the reason,the view together with the wind makes it really awesome sitting there.so i sat there with my brother,and my two nieces.Syikin(with specs) & Eireen..

man they really have long hair...


so here's my couple of last few shots before reaching home.as i told you i like seating at the back. i hoped this last pic is clear as I'm too scared to turn on the flash.cause behind me is a jungle.what if something white and an ugly face turn up behind me.lol,actually i just made that up.haha...ouhk so that's it.caO,enjoy...

=)

alright,so i decided to update my blog.since i really have nothing to do this past few days.Went to dance practice today with Jon,the only Fhunkie Stylerz member.and i suggested to him to call down Black X's for dance practice.OH yeah Black X's is a crew Jon help to bring up.it's from a bunch of our school's student council dance group.I'm just helping Jon out bringing up the crew.well it's last min so i can't expect all of them to turn up.and he also bring his last time friend from his secondary school i think,forgot her name..well as for Fhunkie Stylerz,it's definitely not a last minute info.yet many didn't turn up,haizz..well as for some,they do have their reasons,for not coming so it's cool..so nothing much happen today,just a random dance practice at the CC after breaking-fast at home.and yeah so that was it.so ill see you guys around,caO..

the kind of friends in the world you want to be with.

It felt just like yesterday when you 1st got to know your friends.and now we are all graduating soon end of this year.dear humble readers,a little advise from me.treasure your friends while they are still around.some are may appear temporary.but the slightest time spent together makes a difference in your life in school or work real and meaningful.they are one the reasons that made your life real...

today i hang out with some of my friends from school where i haven't been for such a long time.At 1st it was Taufiq's idea to just chill.I looked to it further.it may be our last time seeing each other before our industrial attachment starts.after I.A's finished,there's no guarantee that we'll have time together like how we are now.so i decide to pull in a lot of our classmates to hang out.but seemed like only some has some sense of what i felt.but it's ok.so this are some friends that followed.Taufiq,Fida,Fauzan,Joycelyn,Sankari.here are some pics of what happen today..

as soon as these guys decided to hang,i took out my digital cam & take a pic of them.oh yeah 4gt to mention i had a new pink digital cam.and yeah,straight away this is their reactions...=)

I wanted to get in the picture too!lols!

this picture maybe stylish,but it really hit me in my mind after i saw this.i got emotional inside =)Fida and Joyce with no hesitant taking pics of themselves knowing i bought a digital cam

them again
thanks to my schoolmate/gym junior helped us took this pic.thanks again 'Snot'!
so we've reached Vivo.and we saw this track.at 1st it looked like a typical Tamiya track.but we were wrong it's a NASCAR track with NASCAR radio control cars!awesome!
while they were ALL figuring out whether to play them.i asked Fida to help me take the pic of me together with the guys.there's Fauzan and Taufiq
Joyce will always want a part of any shot taken or intended.lols!
so decide to play.i just thought i Fida lay back and watch them play.
it's been awhile i took picture with her
I'm gonna miss her
i told them,"yoah!racing faces on alrights!"but all were to anxious to play..haha!
i wanted to record them playing man,but pity my cam was limited memory.no memory card yet...
Joyce really trying hard playing,seriously!
there is racer TQ and 4zan!

so that was the commotion earlier.after we decided to chill at "Ben & Jerry".it was okay 2 chill there,cause at least we bought something,i mean Joyce.the rest are fasting of course,haha!
so there Joyce bought a simple plain choc ice cream.she just cant get enough of taking pics.this shoot was her demand,lols!
nice huh?
you see that guy shooting?pity,Fauzan was tired working yesterday.didn't sleep all morning.so he went home halfway.but its okay.its important he have his rest.TC man!

there!that rascal,latecomer name is Sankari!asked come already while still in school.but wanted to see her admirer in school.then called in last min,wanted to join us.haha!
Fauzan went home Sankari took over.haha! taken from the staff working there.was actually a bad shot,so i edited it.
so we shifted to get a better picture.still this was taken by the worker there.thanks!
so there's us!

again!haha...

next,we chilled around the pet shop.the Pet Safari.

there
here's better view
so it wasn't allowed to take pics in here.i took secretly.i had too,lol...

next head to the breezy top of Vivo,the skypark!
cool huh?

haha!
this guy!he was known as the most fierce,angry looking person.i personally call him a bapak2 look alike,especially inside gym lols!that means those uncle2 fatherly like look,haha!and you know he smiled in this pic! rare!
so this are the girls.

Joyce,Fida,Sankari.lighting was great since we're under the hot sun.but luckily the wind was there to fair things up.

so it's my time to shine....

how?got Channing Tatum look or not?lols!!
hello handsome...lols!!!hahah!

lastly..,guys,you guys are all definitely treasured by me.take care friends...

continuation...

on the way inside the bus i saw someone i can't really believe my eyes was seeing.remember the girl i said who went Indonesia to study?to those who had been following up with my blog ya,you all should know..she was there,in the bus.she boarded the bus after a few bus stop in front of CMPB.the funny thing how come shes at Pasir Panjang area?then she alighted at the bus stop near Habourfront area.at the PSA building.that's it,she must be working there?!but how come?that's an office building,i thought she's only 16 this year?at 1st i didn't alight.but then i think,this is once in a lifetime chance.i should approached her man.with no more hesitance,i press the bell quickly and ran after her.approaching her,i said...

A-Ahzwani
K-Me

K-miss!are you Azhwani?
A-no...(with a slight smile)
K-Are you sure?do you stay at Bedok?
A-nope
K-ouh..
A-why?(a slight smile again,with curiosity on her face)
K-noting i mistake you for someone else.thanks
A-Smiles...

i walked away with full of disappointments.i hope so hard for her to said yes at least for the part when i asked her name.i don't know could I've been fooled all this time along?but I'm bloody damn sure she was the one in those pictures.exactly the same.how could it not be.my eyes can't play tricks on me!i was so close up with her!i still remember how she looks like,argh!what's all this means??!especially when its the month of Ramadan!why is Allah showing me all this?!why now??what am i suppose to do now.I've been loyal waiting for her,i missed her.should i try finding her again?if should,i don't know what to start off with..or is this just another test of patience again..

you know kids.they can get desperate anytime.that's what i felt last time.well i was getting to know her on the phone talking to her everytime.but i haven't even met her.but that doesn't give the reason for me to not believe that she is actually there standing in front of me on that moment of time.i know what i saw.this maybe the talk of desperation,but i did missed talking to that girl.maybe if i bumped onto her again,ill try asking her no.if it's the same as the number i know her for then there's definitely no doubt that's her.and if it's not,i may have been fooled by looks all this while.or maybe,i don't know.maybe she changed her number?well let see what's destined..Allah show me what you have planned up for me soon please.i pray for a normal life,no more complications...Ameen..

and it all comes back

today didnt go to school.had to go medical check up at the CMPB.i had my dad to sent me there,cause i really wasn't sure of how to go there,so as not for me to get there late.well had to go through their security as entering the building.its almost the same as security check on check point.well that's for that.after i went through the check up.everything was fine at 1st.then slowly it became fun.as i get to make friends too.then it became a little nightmare.i had to do test man!it's like math test ya see?how long was i doing math!2yrs ago man!im not doin those stuff anymore,how should i be able to do those questions?!well lucky there are some cool subjects on the test.if not i'll be like failing sia!and all that procedure took at least 4hours..

after that i thought of going to school since im still early.my class stars at two.i finished at 1230.but on second thought im not going.after the blood test,i feel quite weak already.i walk to the nearest busstop outside CMPB.take a bus wich leads to the nearest station.(im cutting in short.got to go.something came up.i'll continue soon!sorry!really soon!)