hope? where?

it's a new year.my dream.., hmm.. was actually really hoping to be an artist someday.. anything,dancer,martial artist,manga drawing.. but if can i want martial artist/stuntman..lol.thou it doesn't have a far future.i just wish to give them a try.. so for a start this year,i am training my body to get even more stronger and fitter then it ever was..! damn if only you all know the hard work I've been through!haha! for some small start to live the dream,a short video of me doing my stuff and posting them on youtube would be great!that's it!but man i don't have digital camera,darn...I'll have to look around man!somebody please do contact me if you wish to help me live the dream!haha!