The Fisherman tells a story of his 2 way love.

Its like when we're on a boat sitting.It was so nice just the 2 of us but she wanted to have fun rather then spent time with me.I know she's scared of love because she deserve better after being treated by her past man..Jumping off trying catch a swim.She's having too much fun that she forgot what she's losing out.The splash she make causes the boat to drift away and the steady waves makes me go even further.I have a choice to stay or swim to her.As I want to say to her,don't take too long to come find me when you're already too far because I'm done fixing the holes you make in this boat,so I'm staying.The least is I'll just slowly paddle the boat back to you and if the waves allows me to reach you in time before I tired out,then perhaps we're meant to stay still..

On the other side,there's an island where a woman stay.Well what can I say..I was so confident I can let go of her and just try to be friends.Now I come back looking for her..Maybe I'm not sure of what I want right now.There are somethings I understand why things can't be done.But I just feel she too deserve better after what happen.I shall not persue her for I am also unsure of myself.I don't want to end up hurting anyone either.

And so the fisherman wonders,why is he always unlucky to experience love this way.Finding himself seeing another woman who has been hurt from another man's wrong doing.What did he do to deserve this kinda luck.Never he treat it as bad,just a different one.

p.s *maybe slight exaggeration here and there haha

END

To you.Yeah what you said is true last night after the meaningful text convo we had.I had to broke a tear to actually know what I had to say because wen we're on the phone I was just quiet.Wanted something from you but you just can't figure it out.So after I said all that,you broke to tear saying you're sorry and you replied a few,it's true.Maybe you shouldn't be surprise if I drifted off.But I'm a man who's diff as I try to finish off what I started,so I don't walk away that easily,just don't count on it.You won't be a choice unless you make me in anyways to feel like doing so.

For god sake all this,for the sake of putting on a sincere smile again

Look it's been crazy..We talking bout the number 4 here..

*Chatting with you just to make the wave calm and normal again..We're just facing what they say things just never turn out the way we wanted it to be for us.You're happy now,so am I.So let's keep it that way..=)

*As I was browsing through old photos on FB seeing you and us.Just having the thought that you use to be mine and your guy now is my friend is pretty wierd.But you know me,I can live with this.Really I am cool,not playing anything..We had our sweet moments.Why it's just so hard to talk now,is just maybe I'm too mad at how you do things.Perhaps time I let it go.Yes for sure I have moved on,long time ago.Just mad at you before still till just now.As I said Earlier it's time I forgive things.Everyone makes silly mistakes,sometimes not realising it ever.I don't have to say it..Yeah I'll smile to you now.But it'll take time..=)

*You were something for sure..You got me off my feet by your enthusiasm!You make me smile alot.But I think we are really friends that's what it is.You should keep being happy,in fact that's what I've ever wanted you to be.Just wanna make you happy untill things turn out otherwise.I'm so so sorry.As someone special to me said,never had I any bad intentions,just wanted you to be happy.Even if there is,it should be the positive ones..I've decided,this is who we should be,friends.Everything looks nice and better that way.I was just having silly feelings for the moment,I truly apologise..It'll take time to get back to how we use to be,I know we will be normal again.friends as always.=)

*And to you,It's been even more crazy..So much had happened.So much..I just wish you someday are willing to be that 'together'.I'll patiently wait for you.I know you're not ready.You know what you lacked,I see it.But since you still insist on getting ready by yourself.I respect that.We're looking like we're so special already.There's just that something huh..?Thanks to love and life experiences I know how to react & handle to situations like this.Someday,If its blessed and faith is on our side we'll be together.At least I won't get hurt so bad like last time..Don't worry I too don't like that quick and already in relationship thing.It's crap.But so,it has already been 2 months and a week..

Damn I just wana dance and really forget all this for awhile..