Look it's been crazy..We talking bout the number 4 here..
*Chatting with you just to make the wave calm and normal again..We're just facing what they say things just never turn out the way we wanted it to be for us.You're happy now,so am I.So let's keep it that way..=)
*As I was browsing through old photos on FB seeing you and us.Just having the thought that you use to be mine and your guy now is my friend is pretty wierd.But you know me,I can live with this.Really I am cool,not playing anything..We had our sweet moments.Why it's just so hard to talk now,is just maybe I'm too mad at how you do things.Perhaps time I let it go.Yes for sure I have moved on,long time ago.Just mad at you before still till just now.As I said Earlier it's time I forgive things.Everyone makes silly mistakes,sometimes not realising it ever.I don't have to say it..Yeah I'll smile to you now.But it'll take time..=)
*You were something for sure..You got me off my feet by your enthusiasm!You make me smile alot.But I think we are really friends that's what it is.You should keep being happy,in fact that's what I've ever wanted you to be.Just wanna make you happy untill things turn out otherwise.I'm so so sorry.As someone special to me said,never had I any bad intentions,just wanted you to be happy.Even if there is,it should be the positive ones..I've decided,this is who we should be,friends.Everything looks nice and better that way.I was just having silly feelings for the moment,I truly apologise..It'll take time to get back to how we use to be,I know we will be normal again.friends as always.=)
*And to you,It's been even more crazy..So much had happened.So much..I just wish you someday are willing to be that 'together'.I'll patiently wait for you.I know you're not ready.You know what you lacked,I see it.But since you still insist on getting ready by yourself.I respect that.We're looking like we're so special already.There's just that something huh..?Thanks to love and life experiences I know how to react & handle to situations like this.Someday,If its blessed and faith is on our side we'll be together.At least I won't get hurt so bad like last time..Don't worry I too don't like that quick and already in relationship thing.It's crap.But so,it has already been 2 months and a week..
Damn I just wana dance and really forget all this for awhile..
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