im screwed..!!

Ok enough of mushy stuffs.heck care about the song on my prof(jenny - clicked 5).tried 2 changed but imeem's giving me prob..well I'm doing well with 'her' so far.so basically we're not screwed.but just when things was about to get better,I'm having new probs again.well i cant practice with fhunkie stylerz this sat.and how cool is that?!finals for dance explosion is the very next Saturday.and i can't believe they say this Saturday is the only day to practice for the finals.how prepared are we??haiyo...basically what do i do now?help me out here.i don't want it to be liked last time..shocase's 4 finals,i was unable 2 take part..that sux man!

i just wonder do you ever think of me?

where do i show this love?I'm starting to wonder whether you ever think of me?whether you still care for me like how you use too.cause my feelings had never changed.i don't want to be anybodies fool.but caused i really have fallen for you,it makes me care.i don't control,it may looked like to you,but its because i really cared and love you.i cant deny that I'm on you so much.just when things was about to get heated up,a wind changed every single atmosphere around us.i just thought you'd fight for what you choose in the 1st place.i trust that you were onto something more important,but when you showed signs like goodbyes it makes me feel drained with lost.i just wished you know i did my every best to make you feel that you deserve what you should have.i hope i did enough,cause there is more i can offer,for you my love.

What i feel when i'm with you...

it seemed so hard to believe that you're really mine.and I'm falling in love with you even more every time.slowly and deeply.Ive got nothing to hide about you,because i am blessed to have you,and you are really that special to me.its difficult not to hear anything from you for a day.your touch makes me unbearable to endure the feeling of your love for me.its definitely not lust i assure you on that part.i felt so envious when guys are around you.but its just what i said,Ive really fallen for you.how i hope you could just give me more time to set things right for us.I'm stressing to you that i love you dear.without fail i will need to hear your voice just to settle myself down at the final times of the day.i really feel uneasy when I'm unable to.making every move with extra precautions just to make it real every single time.i hope i understand you enough to last till true love,in Allah's will,finally prevails...

lazy larr...

sorry3 guys ive been to busy,and my computer's giving me a hard time too!well for the updates again.my bro's ceremony's on the 31 may.and for the dance explosion comp 08,iv'e a great feeling we're going in to the next round,in Allah's will..well im inspired by my sista lydia.on her video blogging.maybe im going video blogging too!so lazy ah want to type.but surely any events or anything like that,i'll definitely type it out!lol...btw thanx zeella!4 being very2 supportive to me!

a new start!

sorry guys.basically my mood to blog is never constant.haha.once again i apologise to those who looked forward to catch any updates on my blog.well all i can say there's stress and exciting moments in my life lately.very random,normal human life..haha.okies the updates.gonna have a dance competition this coming Saturday please do pray for me guys that i have memorised the steps well.and do come down and support our team.Haha i also don't know where the competition is held yet.i will do an update on that soon.an on the 20th May gonna do a performance at republic poly around the afternoon.and there's gonna be more steps I've yet to know..argh!stress!25th May my little bro,gonna do the circumcision..so watch out for the ceremony date guys.if any interested to come.do contact 1st..and I've start a new life with this girl who's a colleague of mine.and officially my only gF i love so much! ILY Yasmin!!anytin tagged me guys...