Fhunkie Stylerz(Remy's not in the picture)

1st story

don't worry bro,someday we'll get a picture with full force with you in it too.alright..i really gotta tell you sister.yeah below i blogged about how angry i am with you.But like i said,i don't hate you.just mad at the actions u choose to do.So now i am telling you we had always never stop believing that you will come back someday.we just hope and pray that you will.none of us said you're out.so please do come back.plus i want Fhunkie Stylerz to try and go international.and i want you in it with us too..with been practicing & dancing alot lately.it just feel ain't right when you're not around.I'm not the only one who feels this way ok?our captain wants you back.we all miss ya.i put my pride down,on behalf Fhunkie Stylerz.Anything at all past or present mistakes,we're sorry..Cause we will always forgive your wrongs.We're family girl,just come home Lydia.

2nd story

alright babe,you're killing me.you're like Jenny,the girl that Click 5 mentioned..i don't know how to treat you now.i gave you my care and concern.you responded well.when i tried get rid of you from me head(fyi it worked),you came back chatting saying that you missed me..?hmm..you confused me babe.for all i know.im gonna relax and let you decide what you wanna do..i know you're having o'lvls.but the least make up your mind gimme a sign for a hoping future or maybe not that is.whatever itis..i wanna find a girl that's just right for me to understand and get along..finding a lady,when im not really finding one.get it?don't get it nevermind(slowpoke,lol)...i chill out 1st alright.i should be looking forward to other ways of knowing someone special.can't be on you everytime..

my indirect message for you,you should go hear click 5 - jenny.just the chorus part..

STRAIGHT UP

THIS IS FOR YOU SISTER!I ONCE CALLED YOU SISTER.BUT SEEMED LIKE YOU DON'T TREASURE MY CONCERN.I KEPT CALLING YOU BACK.I SUPPORTED YOU AS A FAMILY MEMBER.THIS IS HOW YOU TREAT OUR SIBLINGS??BY BADMOUTHING US TO OTHERS??

LEMME ASK YOU SOMETHING,WHY CANT YOU PERSONALLY ATTACK ME?WHY MUST IT ALWAYS BE OUR YOUNGEST SIBLINGS YOU ATTACK?WHY THE FEMALE?GET THIS STRAIGHT,YOU MESS WITH ONE YOU MESS WITH ALL!YEAH FAMILIAR THAT LINE?CAUSE ONE OUR SISTERS MENTIONED THAT PHRASE BEFORE RIGHT?I DON'T KNOW HOW YOU GONNA GET TO READ THIS SHIT.BUT STRAIGHT UP THIS IS FOR YOU!

WHAT IS IT THAT YOU WANT??AKU DARI NAK TOLONG KAU BERBAIK BALIK DENGAN FAMILY KITA,SAMPAI AKU BOLEH BENCI DENGAN KAU!DA PUAS AKU NAK BERBAIK HATI DENGAN KAU!STRAIGHT UP AGAIN WHAT YOU ARE DOING IS ALL BULLSHIT!

WHAT FCUKING CREDIT LA ALL THIS KANINAH AH??YOU WANT YOUR CREDIT,YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO.DO THE RIGHT THING.EVEN TILL NOW I NEVER STOP BELIEVING IN YOU.WE NEVER EVEN MENTION A SINGLE WORD SAYING YOU'RE OUT OF OUR FAMILY.SO IF YOU COME TO YOUR SENSES,DO THE RIGHT THING.IF YOU'RE SINCERE,I WILL HELP YOU.IF NOT,THEN JUST LIVE YOUR LIFE.I WONT SAY FCUK OFF,IS BECAUSE I DON'T HATE YOU.BUT JUST MAD AT YOUR ACTIONS.NOT ANOTHER NEGATIVE WORD FROM YOU ON US.OR ELSE,YOU'RE JUST FORCING ME TO CAST YOU OUT FROM MY FAMILY TREE.YOU FEEL THAT?YEAH,IF YOU FEEL IT.YOU BETTER DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.

P.S. please anyone who felt this message to him or herself.Please, think about about what you're assuming. If there's nothing to do with you, DON'T get involve. Anything related to this post must be commented here and only here,NOT on my TAGBOARD or you'll just kiss your tag a DELETE from my tagboard.

Yeah, this is news for haters,but this is life.I'm defending my family that we are not in wrong.We have honour,respect it haters, and yours will be respected by us and others.

random days

hey lately there's nothing much to blog about..none pictures taken during occasions or on outing...but well for sure i went to do my hair straightening..but it seems like useless.its no difference.i mean of course there is a little difference yeah..but nothing impressive,lol!but seariously..i'll see you guys around!peace...

wah,crap...

valentine's day,and im at home...(14.42)
apela nasib,'me yow' girl fren...i wonder did i even spell that chinese word right.. siala,i'm really3 random right now...

New Chapter for this story

Hello...i went over to her place yesterday,just to past a gift for awhile..bought for her a speaker pillow,figured that she always listens to her mp3 every night.maybe now she can listen to her mp3 till she goes to sleep..haha.its a valentine gift for her.i know,its really early.but I'm just afraid if i cant see her this weekend.and the other reason not giving her the present on valentine itself is because,don't want her to go through the trouble holding it everywhere we go,that's IF we went out on a date.

Well i manage to dig somethings from her.i made her say her opinion on our friendship.she wanted to be friends only.good,initially that was my plan.though I've started to go fell for her charms already..but i mean,come on,boy meets girl,what would you possibly think would happen..but it's ok.imma keeping it slow..I'll see where destiny lies.i wont put hope on this relationship.she'll just be my closes friend.I'll be truthful to her,she be to me..the love will never ends that way huh?haha...let's just see what things would flow to be...

Go Freakzy Nutz!!!

shit.this is the result of updating blog seldomly.u got so many things goin on during the days past.and when u wana post dem up.u just dunno where to start first or u 4get the whole damn ting..haiya.READD this,let me RANDOMLY update u.yesterday when to bishan junction 8 to support Freakzy Nutz in their dance competition during the semi's and they made it through for finals,pfft!shit its the freekzy's we're tokin here..they're one of the dopest in this dance industry man!but to go and support dem in the finals ill b like 50:50,haha!shit 15$ per entry,deyre killing man!but watever itis,Freakzy Nutz and Fhunkie Stylerz are fam!get it haterz! we're the well known "F" crews in this industry!

shit and to update u with the other things.i just cant remember...aiya...
nvm,Valentine's coming up,who's your valentine guys???haha..cya around guys..

the start for a beginning

lets do a lil catch up on what's been missing in my life...hmm yesterday was graduation day for my security technology nitec course in ite...i met all my school friends again.wow dey're all looking so good!really!im not saying just for the sake of saying!it's really true!my classmate diana,she was really quiet and is always dressed like pure school girl coming to school evrytime.but on yesterday graduation,she was absolutely gorgeous!i mean it!everyone was looking really fabuloso!even our friends from another class too!some dressed like celebrity!awesome man..,i gotta say that..after that 3 of one of my closes frens from class,decides to go watch the movie underworld.initially plan to watch at town area,but fare rides just dont seem to be enough.so we went to vivo.but we gotta cancel,cause the movie is not even out yet,haha!could have watch other movies that's available but just not our kind of ting to watch.so 4 of us,we chilled at long johns for fauzan's later lunch,then head to a coffee cafe place for fauzan's coffee drink.the rest of us just accompanied him cause we can't afford to buy anything there..but i must say the best part was at the cafe.it was superb!there would be where i'll bring my date to just have a drink sit chat and chill..wow they played jazz and 80's music there!how cool huh?!just a place that i ever dream of going!there are some pictures during the occasion being tooked by my friends.i'll upload them up when i'll get them soon!

and yeah bout today..did nothing but rot the whole day.i was praying for luck that i would get to see the girl that im dating again.hopefully she finishes school early today,but nah just my luck.and the saddest thing is she told me she had to cancel out tomorrow's plan of meeting up.cause she got something to do.wah heartbrken sia..but endure2,must have patience..then she confirmed she cant go out with me for both the days of the weekends.wah that one's said already,im like demoralised totally sia.for a second,i thought she's giving me the signal of not being interested in me.but she cheered me up with a msg saying among all the guys she knows,im the most understanding guy she ever met.honestly.and she find it good to know that im like that.that's what she said..wah a lil soul was given back to me sia.i kept thinking,nvm there's hope.i just gotta be positive,but i donwana get my hopes up too high.cause i know this things takes time.i just gotta play the early game of love for awhile before things gets sizzling...i must have faith.i can only hope that i would be able to see her again this coming tuesday..i can just pray hard things would go well again...

this was during the time a few member of my crew and 2 other dancers which are also part of the fam,was dancing as a backup dancer for a local rapper named Shigga Shay in his performance.It was on the Live and Loaded show.its a music competition,i think?he said to me he was performing,but seems like his competing.well i don rili care.earlier the day,things weren't goin smooth with mediacorp.we were starting to hate the way they handle tings.but then we cant really do anything bout,the least is just to argue,but end to nowhere its worthless trying to.so we just decided to go with watever we came up and we make ourselve to be having fun for the rest of the day.yar!i mean like rili ah ehk!from the beginning of Marsh's silliness of the differences between a signal and sign.to video blogging..sheesh!im not sure wether if you guys caught me or the other dancers on the show,im sure you would catch Shigga Shay.unless you didnt watch the show.everything was doing really fine at the end.and the guest per4ming band,A.V.A - A Vacant Affair..was awesome man,they were like real rockers on stage!though im hiphop,i still have ears for rock too ya know,hehe...and the pictures were from the makeup and hairdo room at mediacorp.wah go in ah,got so the many celebrity from chan 8.zoe tay la,dunno who la,but i recognise the face ah(cause got watch chinese drama bah..).and they straightened my hair siax!!!waliandey HANDSOME sia Khalis!!like CINER BENG AH!!sirius!everybody also say,i had to aggree too!well,wat can i say,i have the initials of a straight hair ok!(ehk sirious2,not lying...)i go play with indian hair oil when i was a young kid la,thats y i have curly hair sey!stupid young me ah,cant even differentiate between hair oil and brylcreem...haha ok man,i guess that's for this part of the blog!

woohoo!!!

shit!i can't believe i actually went out with her today!aw man...yeah! wait3 i got this check this out,an amateur rap from me...

i got this girl from another world
she's so fine,yet to be mine
me and her getting tings on
wondering wen,we'll finally gt in e zone
thou she rocks my shoes
Wat will it take for her to be my boo?
can i win this hard rocker?
well pray hard cause i know I'm a charmer...hahaA!!

damn that was nowhere near the awesome local rappers in the rapping scene,haha!but i tried my best!i hope Jay Z,Kanye West and Richard Jansen love to hear them,LOL!!!
And yeah,this girl she rock hard like a rocker.though her ting is not my favourite gendre,but it wont be an excuse for me to get to know her!she is fly!i just hope this is it,and i wish i finally get the happiness i long seemed to be seeking of!peace...