all that was lost,is coming back in my head.

alright today i got the time and space to explain and blog on everything and anything briefly...

ouhk,so i took off the post cause you told our leader the truth..that you really leaving us.at least now i know you don't really intend to leave us hanging.cause you know we said this many times we won't ever wanna say you're out.and so i heard you said to our lead,that you gonna make it official and come to us when you gonna do that.ouhk we'll see if that's really true..when you do that,i wont have anything against you anymore.i hope you keep your word,cause i know you respect Isaac a lot.so you told him the truth.so we'll see yeah,there's no use i make this such a biggie anymore.I'm really lazy already to talk about it.

I'm like all over into Bboying now haha!

one side eyebrow going up,and nodding. hmm...

hmm,gone and here again...I wasn't involving myself with love from the last time i posted on my conversations with my thoughts about love.and there it is coming back again.why eh?well its not exactly like I'm in love or anything but.there is a connection on the subject..

recently,my use to be dating girl got a break up with her boy.wow that would sound much what i would love to hear when i was still hating what she did to me.but now,i just seem not to be bothered by it.but for the fact I'm posting this up,i wanna tell her she's young.she gotta be wise in making decisions and not be too picky.if she thinks she's not ready,then don't TRY to be in a relationship for awhile.hey it hurts you know when you do give people a heartbreak?you think Ive let go of you from my mind?it was just a month back.i ain't done yet.i wanted to see you fall,but that was before.now I'm just really more to just wanna see how you do living your love life.somehow i pity the guy you break his heart.cause i understand what he feelseven though we were never officially together.i think i definitely can guess how you make his heart break.but this goes to the both of you use to be couple.what goes around comes around,and that's karma for you..please la.have a sense of pity when comes to breaking somebody heart..you say it and then left all so fast,makes it look and sound like you did it with ease...so I'm done for that...

and as for you I'm just gonna stick around.i don't want to try too hard already.it sucks having false hope over and over again.if you're not the one,then you're just not meant to be.

I'm thinking and living life

alright,i was chilling with my school peeps few days back.nothing interesting happen,we just joke around all that,the normal stuff people when hanging out.but i just snap a few photos of us while chilling,just to keep myself occupied.you can check my facebook out for pictures of us chilling.(go go!email add still same)It's been awhile since i stepped in Vivo to chill from after finishing school,with a number of friends..hmm school's gonna be tough now.i really mean it.but i feel like joining Suntec solo dance competition.doing that,i will have to commit myself.cause i really need to come out with an outstanding performance.i know in dancing wise alone,I'm nowhere awesome.but i gotta keep myself up to standard by being fresh and fun.that's the hard part.and for all that Ive mentioned,if i decide to do them,I'm gonna miss out a lot from class,and it ain't easy to manage my time,for real!I'm a ITE Higher Nitec student.I'm just as busy as poly students.this ain't secondary school standard of study man.i gotta study to stay monitored by the government.if you all know what i mean..school is one of the only way for my life to still be filtered off from the adult & working life.unless i wanna go serve the National Servicemen yeah..that,is another story..urgh,this things makes me go crazy!will see what my flow would lead me to alright..

And yesterday, i had practice for Fhunkie Stylerz and breaking with Hatri.damn its really complicated to juggle practice with two crews.its not hard,just complicated.and i saw a face which i really fucking am not in the mood to see at our practice venue.well i just tolerated the scene and go do my thang..well 1st we went to see Vougelicous perform at Clarke Quay at a park.met up with my sister love Seri 'Aslina'(LOLS!) & Ana 1st.then 3ot,Vougelicious all come down.get to see Zeila,finally.1st thing i saw her,i say"What's up stranger?",with a 'what' look on my face.Haha!padan muke!proud already what,that lady buddy of mine.never call,never text,got problem don't want share..after watch Vouge perform,then we headed down to practice at esplanade underpass.FYI,already at the park i saw the thing i mentioned above which I don't wish to see.urgh,how great..
I plan to snap a few pics so i can post up my blog and facebook.but how unfortunate,battery gone dead on me.well that's kind of it.kinda lazy to blog a lot..and yeah!if not right,Beth could have join me hang out at my practice.but i dunno la,i think she paisey or lazy or what.but last Friday the babe paitao me..haha!just kidding prettyhead!=D

(before)(after)

alright2,check the new dork down the block!he knows how to dress up now!what a RETARD,LOL! !

Thoughts

K - Khalis

C - Concious

K - hmm..

C - what's with the sigh?

K - nothing just thinking...

C - on what?

K - not sure..

C - girl?

K - hmm.yes i guess..

C - why which girl now?

K - notin,no girl.just that..

C - just what?!

K - aiyo..

C - you weak ah!

K - siala what weak?!

C - you're so weak,that everygirl you've ever been with steps on you & doesnt appreaciate you!

K - aye..siala,last warning ehk!

C - correct wat??that's what even some of your friends says bout you.

K - ...

C - haizz....

K - den must do wat?

C - time for you to get buck!

K - like?

C - i dunno,go figure ah.i just randomly say it...

K - yar right,hopeless...

C - hehe...

moments later...

C - come on bro get a grip,and get yourself something to do for now.for the moment don't think about relationships.later false hope again,like the current one..

K - yar correct ah.im gonna Bboy to keep it off my mind.but eh?how you know about the current one?

C - of course ah,say i am you what...

K - (coming back to reality again) (-_-) ~~~~

* Stop trying,the time will come for you to be in love again.have some faith & patience for yourself.stop killing yourself.God will set the time for you soon enough Insyaallah...

today

performing tomorrow for breathe auditions at the Heeren shopping Mall,I think.lol...and guess what,i busted my right elbow 2 days before performance.and that was during the practice itself.guess i was too excited to session breakdancing with the peeps again,i overworked my poor right arm..hmm i think the air chair move worsted the condition,then the straight 3 times back hand spring finalise the pain with a big full stop.giving it a rest now.hoping that there's enough time to heal and recover before tomorrow's performance.we're last year 1st runner up.so have gotta make it look good!

and yar,damn ive been busy..till i forget to text her to return my hoods.hmm,when am i having my hoodie back if i myself am not free.she better not throw it away.if she did,that's gonna cost her big time,and definitely..."you know what why don't you pass it to somebody you know that knows about us,so i can have them hoodie back"urgh,what trouble am going through just for a hoodie.