getting control over my naiveness

well sometimes people wanna be fake that's fine with me...I'll just keep entertain them with all their nonsensical shit.some people just can't appreciate something very nice.just can't treasure something good.i can't get them.what they expect me to say a "HI!" and welcome them back with an open arms to my life again?please...so you're saying that now you're bored and all of a sudden your feelings came back and I'm suppose to welcome you again?cm on la...so I'm suppose to be popular again only then you'll be close?when I'm down,helpless..you all don't feel like talking anymore,then slowly got out of my life.some friend...hey i made a mistake once that doesn't mean you all have to give up on me.even you guys make mistake!for all i know now the mistake i made is trusting you all of wanting to be so call my best group of friends!who's the loser i ask now...if you all really think you're a true friend,keep coming to me..prove to me you all really want the relationship.be true.

no inspiration to blog yet

lately there's no feeling to blog yet.but i assure you all there are stories..hmm don't know why no mood..all i can say,please do drop by my friendster.com profile okies?drop some comments...hehe.here's my email
Khalis_AtSeek@hotmail.com
u can definitely view some pictures over there.view some of my friends profile..
alrights,I'll see you guys around..

work hard...

Was having dance practice today with fhunkie stylerz,to Jamyl's choreography..a member from freakzy dance crew.Going over to K.L. for a dance competition.sounds cool huh?The dance practice was super tough.fhunkie stylrerz definitely need time to adapt to this very style.There was more to hiphop then i know.heard of such things as attack?damn,i definitely gotta learn them history.but for all i know this would be such an experience to never forget.but the practice session is one i wished to forget,ahakhz!every minor body parts has to come to live man!I was like woah,f*ck super interesting & hard!for all i know i ain't backing out,it's gonna give me lotsa benefits...tomorrow's my birthday,i hope i get to do something very relaxing.cause i have a very deep feeling next few days gonna be very tense.due to dance,dance and more dance man..performance,shows and the K.L comps gonna be on 19th July.sheesh..working on doing what i dreamt of doing while i still can.once you've reached the time to do more commitment to life.ain't such things as all this,fun time.you don't always get what you want alright.somethings are just not meant to be...
alright then,wish me lucked people.

just as i was about live a normal life!

what the hell is wrong with you?!don't be a bitch would you??this is all between me and you!don't pick on my friends now can you?you have no right 'PERSON'!so why don't you go gt a life.and i live my life.heh,speaking of maturity..so thought this was going to end normal ways.so just remember you're the one who says it and nowhere fast.and i don't even f*cking know you,ass!

I am so sorry sis,now i know why you had to miss-call me last night.some people yeah..

WHATEVER!

WHATEVER!

take this haterZ!

i was played a fool by love

here i thought this will stay long,well..fine then...

i was played a fool,and i know.we know.but i just don seem to give her up yet.she's too,well,use to.but until the day we had enough of this fooling around.we both wanted it off..but i still miss her touch.there was a point of time where everything was real,and no fooling..that was the only thing i really missed.as I've learnt to love her,things just didn't seemed to worked out..but i thought she'd understand my memories.but i guess she doesn't.and now my point of view towards the ladies is just fixed.cause how my experience has become and let me be.unless there's someone who's able to help me change that mindset.all I'm not satisfied still with is,why can't you do the same?why can't you put aside your ego?why can't we be like before?just because of 1 argument and your point of view on us is changed?that's sicked!all the avoiding i know.but because i have come to love you,that's what making me not run away.but i guess i was chasing after shadows...though i said what i said,i still missed you till this point of time..but I'll move on.love & anger drives me nuts this days.I'm wasting my time..from now on,i ain't giving anything without a LONG consideration..anyone wants something badly,you'll just have to wait for the results..

tombstone.freeze.chair

some of the days of practices we had for Dance Explosion 3

this isit,we going in for the finals..and...,

..we lost.but it's all good.we did great,held our heads up high!really proud of ourselves!



but nothing stops us from having fun after then,hahas!!pics after pics man!(the girls from our crew that is.not the boys,lols!)

i'm feeling hot and cold man!

wow the constant quick change of temperature is killing me man!I'm feeling cold fever man!ishk!please,i don't want to fall sick,not before Saturday!it's the finals of Dance Explosion 3 man!by the way,it's held at the open field near White Sands Shopping Mall.from 630pm to 1030pm.my crew is the last one to showcase!cool huh!please come down and support Fhunkie Stylerz man!and i assure you,there's lots other dope crews man!real tough fight!so you definitely won't regret coming down!well as for today i didn't hang out.i just thought of staying put at home and have lots rest.because I'm really having this right feeling if i were to go out,I'll definitely fall sicked man..besides I'm having my last exam paper tomorrow!and I've yet to study.gosh!and later tomorrow i'm having dance practice too!fooH!!this is it,Fhunkie Stylerz making a comeback,and don't expect us to be same alright!!giving out the best from the best!!F.I.S go gO GO!!

and one last thing i am so missing my dearest beloved girl..it's really been awhile since I've seen her,i guess maybe that's one of the reason I'm feeling this funny2 cold fever..i just hope i can see her the day before the comps start.so i can hug her in my arms real tight.give her all the love she deservesS...wished she was by my side right now..imy dear..