Im jus wandering.mm.if you lead your life without having a blog and jus kept it in a secret journal,would ur life/ character be any different?? btw i write in a secret journal...iv published a few personal poetry on fb & my frends love reading it :)

Yeah it will.If I were to do that I would be like a boring person.Not just blog,places like facebook.My kind of person which most of the people in this world are like,needs to express themselves.but if something is just to personal I try not to write it down of course.Basicly if I find the urge or need to,I will filter the info a little,make the readers guess and wonder.I was never someone who speaks out alot,quiet most of the time,especially among people I don't really know yet.By blogging Ive learnt alot,to be brave when doin somethings,learnt to use good english when laying a phrase.yes sometime I do regret my post if dey're too sensitive,i dont delete dem,I make an apology post unless it's really crucial I will delete them to prevent any deep negativity to happen.why I do that is so that I will teach myself a lesson when I read back those posts and realise how silly I can be.my only secret journal is my thoughts and heart which I kept somethings that's so3 personal and crucial.Im no good at it but I love reading poetry espeacially when I know it's a good one..share some to me? =)

Eh sia,ask me anything ah..

Plz help. I deeply detest my ex bf, all he did was give me grief, dramas and an unbearable burdern to carry!. I avoid him at uni, but this hatred is making me feel miserable. How do I overcome and let go? How would u handle it if u were in my shoes? XD

Ouhkay surely he has his reasons and something that he is not satisfied at.You wana try finding out why or what's it about 1st?the best solution is both parties just have to let the ego down and talk it out.Itis a miserable feeling and itis crucial to let go.so handle it like an adult if he chose to handle it like a kid.If he can see you doing that,he'll come to realise how pathetic he is.and yes,that is how i wud handle it.not just towards the opposite gender bt the same ones too.communication does wonders..have patience,it'll take time.. x)

Eh sia,ask me anything ah..

Trying for a change

I gotta tell you guys about my new dance Idol.Been awhile since I wana blog bout this.His name is Keone Madrid living in the United States.He is absolutely sick!he's like got a little most out from everything else!He has Lyle Beniga's kinda crazy shit,Shaun Evaristo moves and flow a little,Shit Kingz wow factor all put together,his just crazy man!ugh!

So you've seen for yourself?Now you know what I mean when he got a little like Lyle Beniga?But just hold it,wait till the video below.You just see how verseatile he is when you see more of his dance execution.. ;)

A dancer from Choreo Cookies and Choreographer from Movement Lifestyle Studio's,repping San Diego.Movement Lifestyle (dance)Studio alone is big.Working alongside the people of M.L Studio's shows much.This is really awesome man,I wanna be like him someday.Been keeping afew lots of his video in my gadgets.Can't stop watching and learning.Finding inspirations from his work.Good in couple work,lyrical,L.A & a little Jazz I see.When have to give energy,he's just awesome man..

Keone's a good looking dude man,can't blame if he got lots of fans and alot of people like me that idolise him,period.Got a good & sweet smile,pretty down to earth telling by when he speaks out and a really good sense of style and fashion.You should really check him out on youtube and all.

Keone Madrid the Illest

Im a girl..and i find it challenging to be bestfriends with a boy...u cant get too close otherwise it becomes awkward. Do you find it hard to be bestfriends with a girl? what obstacles do u face? ^^

It's only natural to feel that way,I'm serious,because I know.heh!But really ah..Time will only tell wether you're truly bestfriends or lovers turn out to be.Coming from me a guy,my point of view alone,It's up to your decisions as what you truly want to stay as friends or try become lovers.'Sometimes' if you hide it long enough that love/crush feeling will go away.If it doesn't you'll only truely know the answer,that you can never be his 'girl bestfriend' and yeah..;)

Eh sia,ask me anything ah..

I don't wanna be ordinary but try hard to be outstanding

Yesterday i took this drug called 'power'.My local race call it pill kuda-kuda or something like that.Don't worry,I didn't get hooked and I'm just fine.I ask lotsa questions before I took it.Insyaallah nothing is wrong.I was kinda peer presured it's a give and take scenario,it wasn't the givers fault I'm sure.He told me his intentions and we got it cleared.It was still my decision and I chose to take it.The experience is pretty fantasy.

The feeling wasn't hard to describe.For a 1st timer,there was pain but there's pleasure too.When I shut my eyes and let the whole thing take on my mind with the song and lights around me,I saw a blue dragon.I was dancing and a light flew around me.My path was like a million stone I've to step on so I won't fall down the height.I had to fight or I'd lose myself.It could have been nice,but I think its just wasn't the right time.Now I understand.But I still dont favour it,that's why I was right from the beginning.Taste bad to be good?maybe a good idea..

Don't have to exactly be bad to be good.But just have a taste of it,I think it's fine..The benefits for your own good and the people around you..It's a life experience.

It was my choice to take.It's just something bad for me to equipt in life,for experience sake.An easy simplified reason/excuse to it,example it's like what I said on the above paragraph.Simply one like when I take it,I will know what's it like and decide if it's just too bad or good.So I can help the people around me who intends of doing the same.Lotsa reasons to it I must say for takin them.

I've took a step higher in life maybe for me to fall or maybe not.We'll see..Here comes Destiny approaching again.

Why do some believe in God?

Nothing I see is of an interest now,I don't dare to call it passion anymore,more like an addiction.Maybe I was plain unlucky to fall into a beautiful disaster,which makes good feelings to have a bad name.This unbalance thing causes me madness,but goodness still comes.God I ask what is this purpose and what's your intentions?

I heard a saying from a precious soul,God shall never test a human to it's limits.But what I'm feeling is really like I'll shall only know my limit when I'm dead.Because I think right now,my limit is my last breath.

I gave my best,my good side for anyone to be bless having it.I think I've come close to giving my all.Why god,why don't you still just let me have it?Do you really literally want me to give my all?

I've learnt something,happiness is just an emotion.Not some destiny that'll lead to a believe.They say you have to taste bitter before sweet.God how much more bitterness..Dear god I blame you for costing my happiness.I remember I once use to be a very happy soul.Now I'm so serious,so cautious.What have you done for I should deserve this.I've never asked for any of this.You gave it to me.Now I'm into it,I got the worst.If you're preparing me for something,I don't get it why you're doing all this till I'm closest to all burned up?Actually I think I once here and there already been burned.I get your message,I've come close to a free thinker,but I never stop believe in you..I'm speechless..